" I loveyou too sam ! " I tried to not cry because i wont samuel to be sad . I hugged the letter touched my heart .
" He's gone , my only one samuel is gone ." I talked to myself i regret with all just happen if care more about myself i will not lose him
" No han na , he's not gone . He will always in your heart . " Jinyoung said and hugged me
" I know that i cant replace him but i'll try my best to be your Savior "
" How about jaea ? " I asked him
" Em , i can take care of both of you i guess "
"Oh . " I faked a smiled .
' You'll notice me when im gone i guess '
Skip .
2 weeks in the hospital make me crazy , im alone . No one is visiting me . I miss Samuel i know he will visit me everyday if he still alive . Finally today i'll back to my house . I miss my bed damn much .
I packed my thing ready to back . I know that no one will take me home so i took out my phone and requested for uber .
I walked inside my house and laid on the couch . Now i felt really empty . Im always thinking about Samuel when im alone . I mean im always thinking about him because im always alone .
I walked upstairs to my room . I looked at the wall there are so many polaroid that i stick before . I came closer towards the photo . I look at the picture me an baejinyoung . I smiled yes i miss him but i can do nothing . He had his own life eventhough he said he want to take care of me but he doesn't . I looked at another photo its me and samuel when we are getting closer . My eyes started watery
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(Imagine that is Han Na)
Flashback .
" Han Na , lets take a selfie since this is our firstime meet outside school " Samuel said and ready with his phone
" Ne ! " I said . We both pose and 1..2..3 snap !
" Its lil bit blur but you still look beautiful " he said and showed the phone to me
" Are you teasing me sam ?! "
" No im serious kid " he pinched my cheeks while acting cute
End flashback .
" Why are you leaving me sam ? . I miss you , you are the one who always be by my side . You always try to understand me even you cant . Why did you make me like this ? " I cried a lot i took the picture on the wall and keep it on the drawer . I laid on my bed and switched on my phone
I find for Samuel number and opened our old conversation . I re-read all the conversation and its make me smiled like an idiot
