I was looked at the sky , eventhough it was at night but its still bright because samuel being my light . Slowly all my memories with jinyoung appeared on my mind . Its hurt ! Hurt!!
' Dont follow your mind , but follow your heart . You love him right ? Go and reach your happiness ! ' i heard a voice , i turned my body looking for the voice . I saw samuel standing infront of me .
' Sa-samuel ? W-what are you doing here ? Are you rest well ? ' I said but still in shocked
' im doing well , im here to help you . I heard everything that you talked to me . Stop arguing with your feelings its hurting me when i see you hurt . ' he said to me
' b-but he hurted me before , dont you remember sam ? He killed you , the one and only i have after he leaving me . ' I said to him with my teary eyes
' He doesn't kill me , im the one who killing myself but for you. Dont put all the blame on him . He was blind before but now he changed . I know you love him it was just you ego controlling yourself . ' He said again
' i will .. ' i slowly walked towards him and hugged him
' Dont leave me , please ' i begged him but he slowly disappeared
' No samuel ! Come back ! No !! Come back sam !! '
'SAMMMMM!!!!!'
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" SAMMMMM !!!!!! " I Woke up from my bed . It was just a dream ? Im dreaming ? . I hope its real eventhough i just can meet him just for a second .
I stood up and walked towards the bathroom to get ready for school . I wore my uniform and tied my hair bun style . I put a light makeup and grab my motorcycle key
(Skip)
I parked my motorcycle and entered my school . I walked through the hallway , samuel's voice keep playing in my mind and suddenly i saw someone familiar walking to his class maybe . Its Jinyoung . I ran to him and backhugged him tightly
Baejinyoung pov
I walked to my class and stopped after i felt someone backhugged me . I jumped a lil bit because im shock .
" Who the fuck is - " i want to say something but someone who hugged me cut me off
" Im sorry , let me hug you baejin . I miss you so fuckin much . I-i just cant control my ego untill i didnt realized how much i missed you . " That familiar voice make my heart beating so fast . I removed her hand thar wrapped around mu waist . I turned my body to face her .
" Why are you broke the hug ? You dont want me to hug you ? " Her tears finally flew from her eyes . I wiped the tears using my hand and tilt her head up to look into my eyes .
" What do you mean ? Ofcourse i dont want you to hug me . " I said to her . She looked down at the ground and cried even harder
I tilted her chin up to looked into my eyes and wiped her tears . " Because i want to be the one who hug you so tight " i said to her
" Then do it .! " She said and spread her arms for me to hug . I hugged her so tight because i miss her so badly .
" Err - baejin a-are y-you try-ying to kill me ? I-i cant breath !! " She said i chuckled and let go of her
" I miss you so much girl ! " I said to her and patted her bunny hair
" Yah i know *gasp* but i'll die if you didnt let me go in 10 seconds " she said breathlessly . I giggled at her cuteness
" Lets go to our class ? " I grabbed her wrist and point at the class that not so far away from us . She nodded and we ran to the class
" Han Na , do you have anything after school ? " I asked her while sitted next to her since the seat next to her is belongs to no one .
" No , why ? " She asked me
" Great , lets go get some ice cream ? I kinda miss spending time with you ." I said and pouted
" Stop doing that ! You aren't that cute . " She said and flick my forehead
" Auchhh ! Yah ! Its hurt you know ! "
" Oh really ? I dont know because im the one who flick your forehead tho !" She said and stick out her tounge
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FanfictionPeople have their own heartbreaks that can changed them - Lee Han Na