Ignorance At Its Finest (Taehyung x Yerin)

Chapter 2

The little pink letter is stuck between my skirt und the top. Since neither my skirt and top have pockers, there was no other way to carry Jins message for Sojung unnie, so I had to come up with an alternative. So I hid it the same way as Sinb does it with her cookies.

What was written in this freaking letter?

I really wanted to give it to Sojung unnie right after I got back from the restroom, but I had no time in doing so. Mostly, it is me, that is the most resposible Person in our Group. And those things such as carrying on a message to someone is not to take lightly. But as already proven, luck was not on my side today.

The minute I got back, my manager and members had been waiting anxiously  for my return. The awards show was about to begin and we had to take our seats.

While we walk down the aisle towards the door, that seperates the waiting and dressing area from the concert hall, I tried to tell Sojung unnie, the important task I had. Sadly I could not keep up with her pace and I give up the second she walks through the open doors. I will just hand it to her after the show.  I promise.

The sudden change of atmosphere, also changes my level of attention. Thousands of fans have gathered tonight, just to watch their favorite group or solist perform.

We reach the separated seating area for idols.

I stumble over a foot, that had just appeared under the table cloth, the second before I was about to walk any futher away. No one, except the idols seated close by, could see his action. For the other people, more likely the fans does it just look like an accident due to my clumsiness. But of course I know better.

Kai sits comfortable leaned back in his seat, his arms crossed over his chest, while mocking me with an raised eyebrow. Yes, I have to atmit this guy is handsome and somehow I feel nervous very time I meet him (probally because he is an intimidating sunbae), but come on we are both not each others type and have nothing to do with each other so cant we just live peacefully. Urgh this crazy *******.

After the show incident, it had become some sort of routine for him, there is always a way for him to get on my nervs and he always gets away with it.

Gladly I find support through holding onto Umjis shoulders.

"Unnie, you are okay?"

"I was just clumsy." I mumble, as Umjis tiny hand finds mine.

I look up and shift my glace to the table, we are about to pass. I can fell the blood rushing faster through my head.

There is Taehyung starring at me. Even though his expression seems emotionless, I can tell, that he had witnessed the whole situation.

His words at our last encounter pop up in my head. Thoses words he had wisphered in my ear unable for Jimin to hear. Afterwards I though, he had probally done it, to prevent from getting scoled by Jimin. I mean if his hyungs scold the younger ones. I felt quite hurt.

"Do you really think I would give this sort of letter to you?"

No, I tell myself, now I know he is not the kind of guy who would do that for me. I had hoped, wished, that somehow there might be a itzy pitzy chance for him to like me back. But I was wrong. I break our eye contact.

My members had already found our table, thank god futher away from Exo and Bts. I settle my self next to Eunha. At least during the whole Show I will be sitting in a save area, lots of other tables and Idols between me and two guys where the dislike is mutal. Who ever postioned us here should defenetly get a pay rise. I place my head on the table and breath out.

"Aigoo Unnie."

Eunha laughes at me cutely and covers her mouth. I can see Sojung unnies scolding glance from across the table. Behinder her are other younger Groups and sunbenims such as Exo and Bts.

And somehow I can see Taehyungs back from behind. He suddenly raises his head, as the girls searching for their table are getting closer. I can tell, even from this distance that his eyes are fixed on one girl in particullar. And in my heart, I can feel this weird feeling, as if someone just pokes right into it. This is so stupid. If he like her, so let it be Jung Yerin. Joy is your friend and she is great, no need to be jealous of her. But jealousy, sadly is a human emotion, pointing out something that you want really badly, but sadly can possess. Love comes with a lot of emotions, jealousy, hate, sadness, anger... and I am totally not liking it.

Red Velvet is seated next to us. While Joy sits down, I flash her a big smile. She returns it with a finger heart.

"The award for best female dance performance goes to..... Yeoja chingu! Congratulations!"

This is us!

I am so freaking happy. All the hard work and obstacle we had to over come, finally paid of. Even if its just an award, some little figure made out of, i dont know, metal? means a lot to us. It is what this award stands for. For us it shows the love and support of our fans. For us it means, that we had been doing a great job in what we had been doing this year and should continue that way.

"I am so happy!" I shake Eunhas shoulders.

"I am so happy!" I repeat, still shaking her.

"Unnie.." Eunha whinned.

"Ah sorry for that!"

"Come on kids lets go!" Sojung unnie leads the way up to the stage. The younger ones following behind and me being the last lost sheep. Up to the stairs, we have to pass by Exo and Bts. If I had not been so far behind, I would have hid behind one of my members.

The only way to avoid any eye contact is to keep my eyes fixed on the ground. That should also help me to register any sudden appearing foots faster.

So here we are Sojung unnie, next to her Yuju, Umji, Eunha, Sinb and than finally me. I can not hide my bright smilie on my face, while my unnie is giving her speech. There is so much energy inside me now, I dont know what do to with all this.

"Unnie, you should stop!" Sinb laughs at my little jumps. I hit her playfully.

Oh come on kiddo, just let me share my excitement with the world. Those little jumps wont harm nobody.

I am really happy.

Up and down and up and down and up and down...

Oh NO!

I could just watch in shook, how the little pink letter falls out of my skirt. It floats through the air and lands a few meter away on the stage.

None of the other members, beside Sinb had notice this little incident. Put those four aside and we still have a few thousand people watching left. All eyes are on me. This is the worst.

This whole situation feels so surreal. What exactly did just happen? I try to through all the alternatives I have right now. What the heck should I do????

Sinbs big eyes are glued to whats is laying on the ground not far away from us.

"Unnie.." her voice is almost unhearable. I slightly flinsh at her touching my arm.

"what should we do now?"

Hello my dear readers, I hope you enjoyed this chapter so far.

What do you think about the Kai-Yerin situation in this story?

And whats up with Taehyung?

Stay tuned and til the next update have a nice day!

lilliwithahat