Aries POV
"I might sound crazy but I wanna get drunk as fuuuck." I said dancing on the couch. "You ain't had fun in a while." Jordan told me throwing a basketball in the air, he just came from playing basketball ball with his friends. "Yea I knoww I just wanna get loose and shake my ass, Jordan I wanna be a stripper." I joked to see what he would say. "You can shake your ass here but not for nobody else I'll get you a pole and everything." He said back. "You funny as fuck." I said. "What? You said you wanted to strip." He said picking up his phone. "Sooo you gone let me dye your hair or no?" I asked him getting next to him and he put his arm around me without a response. "No boy you sweaty." I said moving his arm as he laughed. "I know I'm bout to shower and nah I changed my mind about the hair dye shit." He said taking off his shirt. I fake fainted causing him to laugh at me. "You really something else Girl." He said throwing his nasty shirt at me. "Eww nasty ass." I said putting it in the washer for him. Me and him are getting a lot more flirty and spicing things up than usual and I'm loving every bit of it. He finished showering and came back downstairs with a white tank top some sweat pants ready to get all up on me as usual. He sat on the floor in front of me in between my legs. "Get off my legs." I said trying to move my legs but he grabbing them. "These my legs too." He said kissing them making me squeal. "You better stop before I have to break your neck and I ain't talking with my hands." I told him as he laughed out loud. "You playing girl I gotta strong neck." He said back causing me to buss out laughing. "You got some small ass feet." He said lifting my leg. "Put my leg down boy. I know how my feet look." I said snatching my leg down. "Yo ima need for you to stop back talking the king round here Ight." He said standing up over me while I was sitting. "Move before I kick you." I said putting my foot up. "You ain't kicking nobody." He said catching my foot. "Okay okay you win." I said before he even thought about tickling me. "Thought so." He said putting his foot down. "You so fine." He told me getting on his knees. "Oh you bout to eat?" I joked around with him. "Nope HA." He said getting back up sitting in my lap. "Oh I'm big daddy now nigga." I said in a deep voice. "Nah hell nah you gotta go." He said getting off of me making me laugh. "Put on some stripper music I'm bout to practice." I said laughing at his face. "You only strip for me though so gone head do ya thing baby." He said pulling up a chair preparing himself with a huge smile on his face. I started the slow music and lowered the lights. Once the music start I slowly crawled towards him seductively until I reached his knees. I slowly slide my hands up his body until I was standing up then I turned around putting my hands on his knees again then gently sat my ass on his part grinding in a circle then up and down. I got up before he touched me turning back facing him. I climbed in his lap facing him grinding my body like the ocean waves. Then I took his hands and put them behind his head using them as leg rest then lifting my legs placing them on his fore arm as he looked down at my panties after that the song ended. This was my first time ever giving a lap dance and it look like He enjoyed it. I got off of him leaving him speechless. "Say something." I said laughing at him almost drooling out the mouth. "You on some freaky shit." He said looking at me in shock still. "Nah that's not even the half." I said winking at him making him go even crazier. "Fuck me now." He joked causing me to laugh. "You willldd." I mocked his saying. "Yea you willlldd." He said after me. " I know." I said eating some yogurt. "You look like the type to be on some porn star shit." He said laughing. "Oh no I've never fucked anyone by choice." I told him. "oh so you advanced." He said smirking at me. "Now you got all the information from a lap dance?" I asked him laughing. "Yo I felt like we was real deal at it though." He said in all seriousness. "Whateverrrr I still wanna get drunk though." I said propping my head on the arm of the couch look at him. "I got some Henny." He said licking his lips tryna he funny. "Now you horny." I said laughing in his face. "Your fault not mine." He said putting his hands up. "Come on I'm serious." I said sitting up. "You better go call Nadia and Amber or something." He said leaning back in the chair. "You be complaining about me not coming home fast enough." I said as he agreed. "Ok well at least take me out or something." I whined. "Ight where you wanna go." He said pulling me in by the back of my legs. "Let's go to mall or out to eat I don't know." I said grabbing his face. "Ight we got do both." He said letting me go. "Yessss Thank you daddy." I said laughing going upstairs to get some clothes. "You're welcome goof." He said watching me walk up the stairs. Since it was warming up outside a little I decided to wear a yellow crop top with long sleeves with my yellow black and white baggy camp pants with some Jordan flights 1s. I left my hair like it was because it went with my outfit and headed downstairs. Jordan already got dressed in the guest room. "Dang you got ready fast." I told him fixing his collar. "No you just take forever." He said opening the door for me then locking it behind him. "Well I cant go out looking any kinda way." I said rolling my eyes getting into the car. We headed to the mall first because I wanted to pick him out some stuff because his birthday was coming up soon. "Somebody bday soon." I said playing games like he says. "I don't know." He said playing along with me. "Ohhh it's yours isn't it?" I asked acting surprised causing him to laugh. "You too cute." He said making me laugh. "I know." I said flipping my wild curls. We got to the mall and my vide was killed before we could even start shopping because this girl is here. "Jordan is this why you haven't been returning my calls? Cause you with this bitch still." She said causing me to laugh. I simply just walked behind Jordan and bussed out laughing at her so I wouldn't be dead in her face laughing. "Dont calling her out her name." He told her told her as she sized me. "You ain't talking that shit You was talking on the phone girly what happened to your bold side huh?" She said talking to me like she was crazy. "I promised Jordan I wouldn't have beef with you so I'm holding me peace." I said trying not to laugh at this clown. "Too late for that honey you started it now finish it." She said walking up to me. I looked at Jordan with a smile on my face. "Jordan get this girl." I said laughing at her crazy ass. "Chill out Tatiana Ima talk to you later yo just go." He told her moving her away from me. I crossed my arms standing next to him. "Just tell me if she's your girl or not." Tatiana said getting aggravated. "N-" I interrupted him. "Yup this my mans now you know you can leave him be." I said wrapping his arms around my waist as he moved me back to the side of him. "That's all I needed to know Jordan then I wouldn't be out here looking stupid for you." She walked away with tears in her eyes. Jordan unwrapped his arms from around me watching her walk away and then kept walking forward not laughing or saying anything to me. "You're welcome." I said walking with him but he still didn't respond. "What's your problem? I was only helping you be done with her" I told him stepping in front of him. "Thanks but you didn't have to i could've handled it peacefully myself." He said stepping around me. "Ok cause I never seem to help." I said following him into the men's section in Gucci while he looked around I picked up a couple of belts, some slides and a knitted sweater for him and bought it but told them to put it in a women's bag so it look like I bought me thug even thought I did I bought me some new shades and a matching sweater like his in the women's version. Then we went to my favorite the Louis Vuitton store. I bought the Louis Vuitton Patched jeans for myself and the bracelet for him and I got him another belt. After that we left to go eat at Denny's. The whole ride there was silent which I hated so much. "Yo can you talk to me or something what happened at the mall wasn't that serious." I said getting frustrated. "You right, it was embarrassing." He said still focused on the road. "So it's over now and plus how you gone be mad at me when she the one came in my face it's ain't like I hit her like I wanted to." I told him turning in my seat looking at him. "Ight man it's cool." He said still having an attitude. "It's not because you're not talking to me." I corrected him. "It's just weird how you always telling me you ain't my girl and we not together but I can't be do nothing or talk to no other girl. That's just a little crazy to me." He said pulling into the parking lot. "I'm not but damn I do like you and you like me right?" I asked him and he didn't respond. "Wow I guess we ain't thinking the same." I said getting out pulling out my phone to call Amber to give me a ride. "Amber can you come pick me up from Denny's?" I asked her as when she picked up. "I'm in a very important business meeting I'm not gonna be out within an hour." She told me. "Oh never mind." I told her. "Sorry babe." She said before hanging up. "Just Chill I'll take you back to the house." He said getting back into the car. "Yea because I need to get my shit and leave." I told him. "What you leave for?" He asked me before he started the car. But I didn't say anything just looked out the window. "Aye I'm talking to you." He said getting louder tapping my shoulder. "You obviously still have feelings for this girl and I don't wanna come in between that making you confused y'all both seem in love and plus I'm nobody's second choice sorry." I said still looking out the window. "I don't have feelings for her how many times I gotta tell your ass this." He said turning the car back off. "I just don't like girls beefing it ain't attractive to me and plus we're friends like you said." He said turning the car back on heading the way of the house. I honestly don't know what to believe anymore because he saying this but I seen his face when she walked away crying he seemed hurt too. "Ok but you know I'm feeling you heavy we just don't have no label and you know ima be upset with you talking to other females but it's okay I'm not gone stress on it so much." I told him clearly and calmly but still not okay with it. I'm not gonna be selfish and think about myself. I'll just find a way to move on. This argument was a serious one this time and I don't know how to take it. We got back to his house and I started to pack my things up because it was bout that time for me to go back to my own house. "you serious?" He said standing in the doorway of the walk in closet. "I am bro I don't have time to be sitting here while you pretend to have feelings for me." I said taking all my clothes off the hangers folding them then putting them in the suitcases. "I do got mad feelings for you as you know this and I'm not your bro." He told me tryna put the clothes back. "No Jordan I know you still love her and that's okay with me I just can't keep laying up and flirting with you if you still feeling her too." I calmly said placing my things back in the bag. "Ight but I'm feeling you beyond more than I'm feeling her." He said with hurt in his tone. "Ok but you still communicating with her and still have some type of connection with her that's not how I roll you either stick with one girl or nun at all." I said finishing packing my things trying not to cry. Ima tough ass girl but this hurt more than I thought it would. "Ill stop for you I will stop Aires just stay." He said trying to take the things from me. "Okay I still wanna go back to my own house." I said handing him the key to his house then walking out to wait for my Uber. Good thing it was still day light so I be able to fix my room door and change the sheets and new put on my new bed set. The Uber arrived and I put all my things in the trunk of it and it coincidentally began to rain. I hurried and got into the Uber gave him the address and headed home. It was the longest most gloomiest ride to San Francisco I ever took. The rain continued to pour down. I got out and took all my things inside of the house and locked the door. I began to clean up from the living room all the way to the bathrooms. I got to my bed room and took a deep breath before walking in. I looked around, everything was left how it was that night. I remembered that I had paint yellow and grey paint in my garage. I went down to get it , brought it back up to the room and began painting flowers on my wall for a fresh new start back in my house. It took my mind off of Jordan for a little bit. It took me at least four hours to finish designing my walls. I started to work on my door putting it back on the henges. I went into the hall closet and took out the new bed set I was gonna out on my bed before leaving but I didn't get the chance too. It matched my wall designs so I put it on my bed. After I finished I fixing my room I looked and round and began to smile because I'm making progress in my life of becoming a healthier and happier person. I went back downstairs and it was still raining hard. I heard a knock at the door. And in my head I was thinking who could this possibly be and who know I'm back home. I looked in the camera and it was my favorite girls in the whole wide world it's snacks. Nadia, Amber, and Brea. I hurried and opened the door for them and the showered me with hugs. "Oh my gosh I miss y'all so much." I said hugging them back. "We miss you more you went MIA with your boo thang Jordan and forgot all about us." Brea said fake crying. "Don't even mention him." I said rolling my eyes taking the bottle of champagne from Amb opening it up. "What happened girl." Nadia said getting glasses from the kitchen. "Turns out He still got feelings for his ex." I told them feeling low all over again. "Wow." They all said in sync. "Yup but let's forget about men right now and have fun." I said making them to laugh. "I have no choice but to be the responsible." Amber said about her being pregnant. "Oh I wish y'all could stay." I said sipping on the champagne. "You're in luck I bought all of us some pjs let me go get them out the car." She said running in the rain to the car coming back with some matching pjs. We all changed into the pastel pink silk robes. "I love y'all so much." I told them hugging them again. "Even though that's our bro we gone always be here for you woman to woman." Brea said holding my hands Amber and Nadia agreed. "I know thank y'all so much seriously." I told all of them. "Ok now that that's out of the way what did y'all two really have going on." Nadia said leaning in sipping her cup causing all of us to laugh. "Well we were friends, we basically stayed friends because if we ever got into a relationship and break up things wouldn't be the same after but I guess I was wrong both ways." I said as they listened. "Oooh totally understand now." Amber said. The doorbell rung causing everybody to look at the door. "Why everybody wanna come over when we over here and why they out in the rain." Nadia said. "I'll get it." Brea said getting up to answer the door. "Tell Aries we need to talk." I heard Jordan's voice coming from outside. "Ok give me one second." Brea said closing the door coming back on the couch where we were. "Jordan said y'all need to talk." She said laughing. I cover up my bra with the robe stepping outside to see him soaked from the rain. "Can I help you?" I politely asked him. "Look this is harder for me more than it is for you. I don't like this separation shit. Yes me and Tatiana was in love and I still do have feelings for her but-" I stopped him before he went on a rant about her. "Ok I gotta go." I said opening my door but he closed it back. "Just listen let me finish." He said. "But I can't stop loving you now that I think about it, you're someone that I refused to let out of my life I need you Aries." He said taking my hand in his. "I'm ready to be with you. To be your mans for real." He said. "I appreciate you telling me this but this still doesn't help anything you just told me you still have feelings for her so figure it out and I already told you I don't wanna deal with anyone who think about who they want, Bye Jordan get home safely." I calmly said stepping back into the house closing the door. I turned around to see everybody looking at me with sorrow in their eyes. "What?" I said looking down because I don't like when people stare. "You just gone let him sit out there in the cold rain." Amber said trying not to laugh. "Girl that boy love you if he can stand out in the rain and cold." Brea said smiling at me. "Aries just let him in for now and get warm or something." Nadia said softly then pointing at the door. "Fine." I said only because they told me to and I still got mad love for him. I opened the door to him still standing there waiting until the rain slowed down looking cold and tired. "Come in and go straight to the office room." I told him straight up. When he stepped in the girls were staring in silence again. "Hey everybody." He said following me up the stairs. I was already a little tipsy because I had at least three to four glasses so my words were kinda slurred and my walk was looser. "Heres your gym shorts and gimme your clothes so so I can dry them." I said trying to stay stable without laughing. When I'm drunk I become a much more fun and happier person. I walked out the room heading back down stairs with his clothes in my hand still. "What you doing with that man clothes in your hand." Brea said laughing at me. "Oh shit I meant to put them in the dryer." I said laughing at my own self. I got back up and put them in the dryer starting it. "You just left him up there?" Nadia asked me as I plopped down in the couch next to her laying my head on her shoulder. "He's fine he'll text me or something if he need anything." I said dinking a little more. The girls and I talked and laughed for hours. "Aries!" Jordan called from the balcony. "Whats up!" I yelled back. "C'mere real quick." He said going back into the room. "Coming!" I yelled back. "He got you wrapped around his finger." Amber said laying down. "It's the other way around sis." I said winking at her laughing. "Yes?" I said walking into the room as normal as possible. "What happened with my clothes?" He asked me. "Ooh I'm sorry." I slurred laughing. "Never mind I'll go get them." He said going down stairs with me following. We got into the laundry room and he got his things out of the dryer while I sat on the washer. "You, you leaving?" My words slid out of my mouth. "Yea I'll call you when I make it back home." He said seeming down. "Why you wanna leave in the rain?" I asked him starting to focus a little. "I don't wanna spoil your fun." He said putting on his shirt and pants then his timbs and his jacket. "What if I told you you are my fun?" I asked him laughing touching on his chest. "Nah you wilding." He said moving my hand shaking his head at me being intoxicated. "Come one please you'll like it." I whine grabbing his thing causing him to move back. "No Aries you're drunk." He said moving my hands off of his body. "So sex is better when I'm drunk. I said laughing again. "Man no. Nadia! Come get this girl." He told them, walking towards the door. "Come on Aries." Nadia said grabbing me taking me to the couch.
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