Not Ready To Make Nice (A Larry Stylinson Novel)

Prologue

Hey Guys

This is my first Larry stylinson story that I have ever written. 

So please do not leave any nasty or hateful comments =)

This is very much a Larry stylinson story so if you’re not comfortable with this please don’t read.

Here we go, please enjoy.

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Louis

My best friend once said to me, “I’ve never had a friend like you, I’m never going to leave your side, you’re my everything and I couldn’t live without you, you’re the person I come to when I need help or just someone to talk to about anything. You’re my best friend”

That was the day I promised myself that I’d do the same thing for you. But today might be the day I fail that promise.

I don’t know how this is going to turn out but I’m praying, I’m praying you will hold this letter in your hands, read it with your eyes and see with your heart that I’d never break your promise no matter what.

I promised you Louis that I’d always be here for you. I know that I’m gone in person and I’m not too sure when or how I’ll be back, but I’m here in spirit, I’m here in your heart, I’ll always surround you Lou.

Just because my eyes are shut, that doesn’t mean I’m gone, just because my eyes are shut that doesn’t mean I’m not here, just because my eyes are shut that doesn’t mean I can’t hear you, just because my eyes are shut that doesn’t mean I can’t feel sadness and grief and just because my eyes are shut that doesn’t mean my heart will stop beating for you.

I promised you that I’d never leave you Lou, I promise, I’m here. I’m still here, please, just see.

I’ve seen everything that has happened, I know everything, and I know that you are in love with me.

Whilst I’ve lied here lifelessly, I’ve listened to you, your voice lose it life slowly each day like I have lost mine, I’ve heard you cry the tears that I cannot shed, I’ve felt your warm tears fall on my cheeks as you’ve cradled me in heart break. All I’ve wanted to do is tell you that I love you back.  

Lou, I love you too, so much, more than I could tell you.

I’ll never leave you Lou, I promised you, so please, please don’t leave me yet, not now.

I’m here, just look, open your eyes and see.

I’m hear Louis.

Love

Harry