The Unveiling.

chapter five...

So Sarah arrived and am like wow, she looks like a goddess. Her beautiful cherry gown swept the floor,her smooth skin glowed and her smiled made my brain spin 360°.I wonder how someone can be this perfect,no at least almost. Everyone here except me hated her. She refused lunch so Peggy served her dinner later that evening and she ate in close doors.

Is there anything you need before going to bed?Mama Caro asked me,she pulled the blanket over my body and kissed my forehead.

Good night Mynah.

"Good night Mama C".I mouthed,I close my eyes,memories of all the beautiful moment I and mama would have had.
I imagined us in a shopping mall,beauty plaza,beach,all the five star restaurants. Oh mine I giggled.

I have lived sixteen years of my life unable to sleep peacefully now that am free every memory of yesterday is hunting me. I was scared of closing my eyes,I rather create all the beautiful nightmares awake.

I wiped a fallen tear from my cheek, now am free,I am free,free free like a bird. But for how long an inner me try to fight my freedom,you can't be free forever, you are his Mynah,you are your fathers prisoner,nothing but a wrecked slave.

"No" I gasped I am not,I am not a slave,i am not my fathers slave.

"Then whose slave are you?"

"I don't know,I belong to no body"I cried I am free."

"Who freed you Mynah?no one,who unlocked the prison gates for you?Nobody. You can't be free."

I pull off the blanket and ran off, my head ached,I'm running crazy,I am free I muttered again and again. I am not a slave. I collapsed on the stairs and rolled down. My hips must be broken by now.

Are you okay?she ran towards me and knelt over."are you okay". She helped me up from the floor and we walked towards the couch "you look very terrified".I stared at her like I have seen a real life zombie, her voice sounded angelic.

I am okay" I mouthed displaying my vampire teeth's.

"Your smile is pretty,what is your name" she requested picking the magazine from the couch to adjust her sitting position. Not that I can't speak but people can't hear my voice, in my little world I want to be able to talk to the people that matters to me still my voice can't be heard. In my mind that is where my voice is locked and the gates are sealed,too tight I can't break out. I want to be able to say things without a pen and sheets. I want to hear my voice so I can remember who I am.
I stood up from where I was sitting unable to speak,my ribs felt so cracked and knees weak like cooked noodles. "Be careful you are going to fall" she held unto me very tight. "Am fine I just want to go inside,my life is crashing and falling apart" I wanted to say before the tears cuddled my cheeks.

❄sarah❄
I wanted to ask her,I wanted to touch her, I wanted to know her thought cause she looks like she was in pain. Her eyes held a beauty I cannot describe,her smile was touching and captivating. Her lashes curly but sharp and not blunt and her breath,her breath filled me with wonder. for the first time in my entire life I met a lady that reminded me of who I am. everyone thought i left Mr Cameron because I was heartless no I never was. Nobody ever asked why I did it . I'm not heartless as they think,I was just a young girl who wanted a touch of her true self. I'm tired,that was what I was, very tired. But the moment I choose to leave him, I became who I wanted to be.

Are you hurt I asked her but she couldn't speak she looked into my eyes and for a moment it was like she found herself In me. I helped her to the couch and sat her down."relax everything will be ok, I hope you're not injured" I asked and all she did was smile at me revealing her beautiful set of teeth she smiled again. I remember you,you are the girl from the kitchen but that's the first time I'm meeting you in this place?I asked her with a smile.