II. "I'm Fine."

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"Hey!"

Said a beautiful, familiar voice,

It was her.

"Did you do the assignment?" 

She asked,

"Wait, what assignment?!"

I replied in a shocked manner,

"Wait, I'll do it right now hahaha,"

"Let's do it together,"

(0-0) - Me that time

I was so happy(as always),


You think I'm always happy huh?

Even if I say I am, 

I'm not,

Inside that warm-hearted, kind person,

Is a person who is dead,

A person who suffers Depression.

Anyways, let's continue.


When we were doing our assignments,

I looked into her eyes,

She was smiling, 

She looks amazing,

She made me feel something,

I was feeling something,  

Something strange, something wonderful.

"Why am I so happy?"

I asked myself,

So I asked my friends, I also told them about Jane.

They told me,

"John, you're in love,"

At that moment, I felt happier,

Happier than before,

I didn't feel depressed, I felt free.

Free from darkness, hate, problems.

"I should tell her,"

"I want to let her know how I feel,"

My friends said, 

"Do it. If you love her, tell her,"

"Just remember, Pain, Hate, Is all part of Love,"

"It's not about giving her gifts and getting what you want,"

"It's not about kisses and hugs,"

"It's about showing her that you care, even if you're hurt,"

I was afraid to tell her,

So I thought,

"I shouldn't confess now,"


After a week,


"John, Logan asked me to a date!"

I was hurt,

My heart shattered into pieces,

She found someone,

I was too late,

I should've told her,

"Umm, John? Are you okay?"

"I'm Fine."

"Oh, good! So, what should I wear?"

I left her without saying anything to her,

I went back home,

I didn't go online,

I wasn't ready to talk to her,

I still love her, even though it hurts,

Even if it hurts so bad,

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