Justin didn't notice the camera flash. So he just kept on kissing me. Some stupid paparazzi dude was trying to interrupt my moment. Again, that sounds corny. But whatever. I wanted to punch that guy in the face. Another flash. I was getting freakin mad. I didn't wanna pull away from Justin. I wanted to savor this moment. How many other celebrities am I gonna make out with? Espicially since we are all dying in a year. I just preyed Justin would notice a flash. Then another flash. I snapped. Dang. I pulled away and started looking where ever the heck this dude was so I can mess up his face. "what?" Justin asked, sounding a little sad. I was pissed. "someone's here" I whispered to him. Whoever was out there was doing a good job at hiding because me and Justin couldn't find him. Justin looked depressed. I wonder why. He took my hand and at the same time, he was texting the limo driver to meet us at the gate of the park. We didn't talk the whole way there. When we got to the gate the big black limo was already there. He opened the door for me and I got in. He got in and shut the door. He sat on the seat across from me. He was looking out the window as the limo drove back to my house. He still looked depressed. "are you mad at me? Why do you look so sad?" I asked him. He looked at me. "Im sorry that jerk paparazzi guy ruined the whole thing Ariana. I wanted everything to be perfect but now it's ruined." He said. This dude was too good for me. While I wanted to punch someone in the face he was feeling depressed. "Don't be sad. Even though it was interrupted by a photographer, I thought it was perfect." I told him with a smile. His eyes brightened. I love those Hazel eyes.He climbed over so he could sit next to me. He put his arm around me and we were quiet. We were close to my house. Dang. I'd rather sit here forever. I put my head on his shoulder. All of a sudden the limo stopped and I fell off my seat onto the limo floor. 'Smooth Ariana real Smooth' I thought to myself as I climbed back to my seat. He helped me back up with a smile on his face. "dont say anything" I warned him, trying to hide my humiliation. He was laughing. I punched him lightly on his arm. "all right shawty cmon lets go" he said still cracking up. He opened the door. I climbed out. Sigh. My boring, dramatic house. "well I better go.." Justin said. "No!" I said a bit to loudly. I didn't want him to go.This was the end of our 2 weeks together for the month. He was headed back to california now. I don't care what scientists say, that stupid meteor can come crashing down any second instead of a freakin year. He took my hand. "Im sorry. I don't wanna leave but i gotta." I hate this moment. We have to say bye to each other. This wasn't easy. He started leaning toward me and for a second I thought he was gonna kiss me for the second time. But right when he was gonna kiss me on the lips, he hesistated and kissed my cheek instead. He pulled back, gave me one of his "i'll miss you" smile, and ducked into the limo. The limo drove away. I just stood there watching it until I couldn't see it anymore. I wanted to cry but there was no way I was gonna cry again. I turned around and headed toward the front door. Right when my hand was turning the door knob, I heard a flash. Then another 1. Then 3 more. Oh godI spun around. OH MY GOD. The paparazzi were on my front lawn. AGAIN. The only bad thing about dating Justin was the paparazzi follow you EVERYWHERE. I once went to the bathroom during a dinner date with justin, and some reporter GUY followed me into the WOMAN'S bathroom! Can't a girl get some privacy?! SHEESH! Reporters started jumping out of bushes. They jumped out of trees. Are they that desperate for a picture? "ARIANA! Where did you and justin go?!" "What did you guys DO??" "How long were you out with each other?" they all screamed at me. So many questions. And my stupid key wasnt unlocking the door so I cant make my escape. 'Come on you stupid key!!' i thought to myself. No luck. Still more microphones were shoved in front of my face. "Ariana! Have you kissed justin bieber? Has he kissed you? Where was your first kiss?" some fat reporter guy said. "Um.. Umm..." I said. Which question should I answer first? There were so many. Then one reporter who was in the back of the crowd, shouted One question I would regret. "ARIANA! Tell me! Do you LOVE Justin? Like, LOVE LOVE him? Have you told him you loved him? Did he tell you?". I guess my big fat mouth had a mind of it's own and answered that question. "Of course I love him! He's my boyfriend for godsakes! I love him with all my heart!!!" I shouted. Every single person gasped. Then the reporters went crazy with there cameras. Omigod. Did I just admit I LOVED justin? To REPORTERS?! I didn't even TELL justin I loved him. He didn't say that he loved me. Oh god. In 5 hours, my stupid confession is going to be on the front page of every magazine in america. I could see the headlines now.
(ARIANA ADMITS SHE LOVES HER BOYFRIEND,JUSTIN BIEBER!)(ARIANA ADMITS SHES CRAZY ABOUT JUSTIN) (ARIANA HAS GOT BIEBER FEVER!!)
My life was over. I guess the key decided to magically work again because the door unlocked. I ran in, slammed the door, ran up to my room, and slammed my room door shut. I decided to IM ruth. I logged into my laptop and opened up an IM chat box. Ruth was online(praise the lord!).
Killmenow!: HELP MEEEEE
Ruthy: what did you do this time
Killmenow: I admited I loved justin
Ruthy: so?
Killmenow: to the paparazzi.
Ruthy: OMFG OMFG
Killmenow:exactly. WHAT SHOULD I DO?!?!?!?!?!?!?
Ruthy: was justin with u?
Killmenow:No he's headed to cali now:( he dosent know I like him like that!
Ruthy: ur life is screwed up
Killmenow: YOU THINK I DONT KNOW THAT?!?!!
Ruthy: chill dude, there's nothing we can do right now. How many reporters were there?
Killmenow: Umm about 30 or 40?
Ruthy:!!!!! omg ur story is gonna b on the front pg of every magazine
Killmenow: I KNOW THAT!! What will justin do if he sees it?! what if he dosen't love me back? He's gonna think im desperate!!!!!!!!!
Ruthy: what if he DOES love you
Killnenow: this is no time for joking around ruth
Ruthy: he COULD love you!! u guys have been together for like 4 months!! i call that love
Killmenow: no way. wat am i gonna do?!
Ruthy: just get over it. u cant take back wat u said. maybe justin wont mind. but get ready to see ur face on every magazine and tv channels.
Killmenow: ya ok ur right. i'll be hiding under my bed now ttyl
Ruthy: kk:)
I wasn't kidding when I told ruth I was gonna hide under my bed. That's the place I go when I have to think or when I have to hide. I crawled under the bed and just hid. I could hear the reporters knocking at my door and some yelling my name. Why can't they go away. I wish I could dissapear forever. I made an idiot of myself to paparazzi. Justin's proabably gonna think Im crazy for admitting what I said and proabably break up with me. This isn't a good start on my last year on earth.
