I got tired of running so i walked to the park. Walking to the park scares me. The neighborhood looked like a war zone. A lot of people used to live here. But some people moved because their house was ruined. So its quiet when i reach the park. I found a tree and sat under it. I pulled my legs up to my chest and put my forehead on my knees. On days like this, my mom would make me feel better. She would know how to fix this. I miss her. I miss my dad too. The last thing i said to my dad was i hate you. Im a horrible person. Then i hear, "you ok?" trina says. I shrug. She sits with me. "I expected it to go better" she says. "Talk about something else" i say. Shes quiet. "Do you miss mom and dad?" she asks. "of course i do." i say. "You dont think their coming home, do you?" she asks. I sigh. "Proabably not" i said. "I miss them. I wish they werent missing" she said. "A lot of kids parents are missing." i say. "Yeah. But i wish we werent one of them" she said. She got up. "Im going home. I left taco alone so i better go. You coming?" she says. "no i'll stay" i say. She waves and leaves. I stay for 15 more minutes and get up. Before i leave, i hear "Hey whats up?" At first i think its justin, but its not. Its christian. "Hey. What are you doing here?" i ask. "Just walking around. you?" he asks. "Same" i say. That wasnt a lie. Sort of. We stand there quietly for a few seconds. "Well i better go" i say turning around, but he takes steps closer to me and grabs my wrist. He's standing like an inch away from me. He's taller then me so hes looking down at me. "What are you doing?" i ask. He smriks at me. I try pulling away but he grabs my other wrist and tightens his grips really hard. "Relax, im just having a little fun" he said. I keep pulling. "Well its not fun for me" i say glaring at him. He tightens his grip so hard i almost yell. "Relax baby" he says. My wrists are turning red. He pulls me toward me so we're touching, and kisses me.When i was in 5th grade, i had a crush on christian for a while. But now im thinking what the hell was wrong with me back then. Christian had his arms tight around my waist. I cant push away because my wrists hurt really bad. So i decide to use my trusty high top converse to crush his foot. He jumped away from me. "OW! What the hell?! Why did you do that?!" he yelled jumping on 1 foot. "Hm i dont know, Maybe because you kissed me?!" i yelled. He set his foot down. "you didnt have to almost break my foot" he said. "aw i didnt break it? Darn" i say. He laughed. "aw dont be like that. You know you like me" he smirked at me. "yeah right" i say. "ha well dont worry 1 day you will." he said and left. Im so mad i wanted to kill him. I walked home and slammed the door open. I surprised trina, who was watching tv. "where'd you go?!" she asked. I ignored her and ran to the bathroom. She followed me. I started brushing my teeth for 5 minutes. I need the taste of christians tongue out of my mouth. I rinsed and wiped my mouth. "Ok can you tell me whats wrong?" trina asked. We walked to the living room and i told her. "You should get justin to beat him up!" she said smiling. "why would justin care?" i ask her. "cuz he likes you" trina said. "yeah right" i say grabbing the tv remote. I guess the electricity came back on while out. "oh i almost forgot!!!" she said running to our room. She came back with a piece of paper. "look!" she said.
If you would like to volunteer to search for missing family or friends, please go to the church on Saturday, October 2nd, at 11:30am. Their will be breaks and refreshments. You will be put in groups with other volunteers. Pets are allowed
"can we go?" trina asked. October 2nd is tomorrow. "You wanna go?" i ask. "yeah! this could be our chance to find mom and dad! Or they can be looking for us!" she said happily. "fine but dont get your hopes up. Theirs a small chance we can find mom and dad" i say. "Sure whatever! Im gonna go call my friends and see if their going!" she said. Later "trina go to sleep!" i say getting into my bed. We put both of our beds in my room since trina didnt wanna be alone. Her bed was on one side and my bed was on another. She put her cell phone away and turned off the lights and went to bed. I was falling asleep when trina starts talking. "Do you think mom and dad are looking for us?" she asks. I sighed. "maybe" i say. "do you think their dead?" she says. "dont think about that" i say pulling the blanket over my head. "fine. But what happens if we do find them?" she asks. "Then we live happily ever after." i say putting a pillow over my head. "what happens if we dont find them?" she asks. "then you and me live by ourselves" i say. "but what if we-" "TRINA SHUT UP AND GO TO SLEEP!!!" i yell. "OK OK! god calm your butt down!" she yelled. I groan and go to sleep.
