I was born March,27,1998.
My name I wont tell.
Just call me ARI.
My life just to make things short is...complicated.
Bumps,twist,turns...and still more to come my way.
Sometimes,I wish I wasn't here.
Sometimes I truly do wonder if things ever do get better.
Are will they get worse?
I just sit sometimes and think...
Did everything I did have a purpose?
Did it determine this? This now?
Who I am?
Who I am becoming?
But...that's life.
It's unfair,confuseing,stupid,suffering,lieing,despair,happiness,freindship,and connection.
But most of all it's just trying to make you'r self into someone.
Someone you could live with being.
But I look around me, I don't see many people like that.
I see haters,fakers,thots.
They arn't real.
They once were...were like me...trying to make themselves.
They gave up...
They became another person-a copy cat.
And then I began to see...
And dream...
And hope.
And then I began to create the me I am becoming...
But that me is far away.
I may never see that me.
But I live everyday getting 1 step closer to myself.
This isn't a fairytale im writing...
It don't have a happy ending...
Or a ending at all for that matter.
For this story is my life.
And what I think and belive in.
This most likely wont make sense to many...
But I just hope that it can help.
Maybe you feel the same...or have.
And if so...then I guess neither one of us are as alone as we thought.
But thats the funny thing about life...
You will never truly be alone.
Even if you try.
So I'll try to write this...
to show Who I Am and Who I Was...
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Who I Am & Who I Was...(GenderQueer)
Non-FictionThis is just my life on paper...enjoy i guess. Pronoun- A pronoun is a ghost of who you really are short sharp harsh whispering its presence, taunting your soul. In you of you but not all you. Struggling, my own He She Him Her I You. Scared that fo...
