Kurt laid down on his bed and lost himself in the music he still blaring theoughout the house. Memories by Panic! at the Disco. He felt a tear roll out of the corner of his eye. He and Blaine had so many great memories.
Oh, memories, where'd you go,
Kurt thought back to when Noah "Puck" Puckerman, Finn Hudson, and the rest of Titans bullied him in his sophomore year. How he had no one. He thought about when Karofsky and Azimio bullied hom in his junior year. He remember when he met Blaine at the base of the Dalton staircase, how he fearlessly to Kurt's hand and dragged him down the corridors. He remembered the transferring to Dalton. He remebered singing Baby, it's Cold Outside with Blaine. He remembered telling Blaine he was an attention whore. He remembered Pavoratti's death.
He remembered singing Blackbird to honor Pav's memory. He remembered Blaine changing his solo into a duet. With Kurt. He remembered their first kiss. Telling the Warblers and New Directions they were together. Their first official date as a couple. Blaine transeferring to McKinley Their first Valentine's Day. Their first time. Blaine leaving.
Kurt laid on his bed and sobbed he didn't hear the knock on the door. He didn't hear the doorbell ring. He didn't hear anyone come in. He didn't hear the footsteps march up to his room. He didn't care. He didn't want to live without Blaine he reached over onto his nightstand for his razor. He aimlessly felt around for it and finally found it. He clasped his hand around it and brought it up to his wrist. He pressed down and was about to pull across when he felt a hand on his right shoulder and stopped in his tracks. He looked up to see Blaine with a somber look scrawled across his face.
He's free of other's eyes there are no glances
QUOTE OF THE DAY!!!!!
You don't feel like you're hurting yourself when you're cutting. You feel like this is the only way to take care of yourself.
---Marilee Strong
