I still remember the first time in my only life that a day felt like a week, a week felt like months, and a month felt like years. I was devastated, anxious, and frustrated. I should have not...Your words and expressions that become cold at some point and I was frozen to the thought of complete disgust.
I pulled my hair, banged my head, and bawled my eyes in tears. I almost lost my faith. I almost lost my sanity. I almost lost my self. Astray. Strolling down the same roads and end up getting at the dead end.
I still remember the first time I heard that you're leaving for real. I thought you wouldn't go so I hoped... But then you did.
You left me.
