Carmen POV.
Dear Charles,
Hey it's me again. It's been 5 months since I moved to Australia. It's been hard. This whole long distance thing isn't working. I feel lonely again. My anxiety came back worse than ever this time. I miss you and California. But, I don't know how much longer I can do this. I'm done. The kids at my new school hate me. I'm done. My parents don't talk to me anymore. I'm done. My brother finally turned 18 and moved out. I'm done. I have no one to protect me anymore. I'm done. I'm and worthless, pathetic piece of shit. And I can't believe I actually thought you cared about me. I don't need your pity anymore. I'm done with this. What you ask? Life. People. Breathing. Seeing. I'm just done at this point. I know once you get this you will call me. Tell me you love me and care for me. Don't lie. But will I be alive when you get this? No one knows I guess. After you read that your dad, Joey, and you will buy plane tickets. You will fly out here. Come to my house. And come in to my room. You will hold me I will cry. You will whisper in my ear "everything will be ok baby girl" but do you think I will believe you? Don't come here. Don't call me. And don't post about me. I'm over all of it. E very time I feel like crap you post a picture saying how beautiful I am. Then, I get tons of backlash in my dms. So just throw this letter away. And forget about me. Sorry I came into your life. Have fun with my best friend.
Xoxo, Carmen
