depression
people think it's just a disease of the mind
that it can be helped
that it takes a lil help from your friends, your family
but no
its not
not at all in fact
its this thing
where people find themseleves in this deep, dark hole
and its scary
simply because you never know what will happen
will you think about death?
will you think about hurting yourself?
will you cry?
will you start falling apart in that moment after keeping yourself so strong for so long?
its truly a guessing game
a very scary guessing game
in the darkest parts on depression
you find yourself truly and utterly having the realest fake smile ever
and people believe it
but some people
shoot
they can see right past it
and it's not ok
it's not good
it's bad
really
really bad
