There is no in between.
I sometimes see nothing
But blue and black,
Taking away the things to hold onto.
Or I see nothing but my footholds
Falling away from me
With the gravity of time.
Nothing seems to stay,
Unless there is nothing.
I can't bring myself to hold onto something
That I know won't last
The length of my lifeline.
Losing something, anything, scares me the most
Because it is the inevitable pain
In this existence.
There is either loneliness or loss.
Numbness or heartbreak.
The lack of a story
Or the pain of an ending.
There is no in between.
