writings - h.hj [completed]

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sometimes i don't understand you. it's like, you always have a plan of your own that doesn't makes sense for anyone else.

"what about us?"

"let's not talk to each other anymore. not even writing those messages. i'm sorry but i think this is for the best. for you."

you clearly said you wanted more friends and when i finally decided to try to approach you, you pushed me away.

at first i still tried to leave messages on the board but after another week, i gave up and did as what you told me. we ignored each other as if nothing happened. (but oh well, we weren't friends or anything in the first place)

a week or two passed and i never visited that music room anymore. not until jeongin told me something about you.

"you never practice anymore, why? you've finish learning the choreography?" soeun asked.

"nah, i decided to practice at home instead," seohyun shrugged.

"yea and now hyunjin hyung is using that room often. he even skipped class sometimes just to go to that room," jeongin said.

"for practice?" soeun asked.

"sometimes but most of the time he just sat there to kill time or something. seungmin hyung said he's feeling down lately."

deep down inside, i didn't know why but i was hoping that the reason you went there was to wait for my message or, maybe, my reply if you actually did try writing me a message.