Reincarnated Villainess

My life

Chapter 5: My life

'I don't wanna be a hero
Just wanna stay in the line
I'll never be your Rob DeNiro
For me Joe Pesci is fine
So I follow my own rules
And I use them as my tools
To stay alive
I don't wanna be special, no, no
I just wanna survive'
-Be more chill

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"Big bro!" A girl not older than 10 came running in as she heard the doorbell. Assuming it was me she opened the door and she was right....standing there was a 6'0 feet guy with brown haired and brown eyes smiling awkwardly and standing at the front of the girl who was eager to see the eldest of the family....which is me William Hollin.

This all in my prediction that she will open the door for she is my sweet little angel, My apple of my eye my youngest sister Jessy Hollin.

She was the youngest in Hollin Family and I'm oldest so it came a surprised that we get along. We are polar opposite, While my sister is on top of her academics and is pretty well known from her quick thinking. In my high school days i was...well a nobody. No awards, No Recognition basically an avarage person who tries to get by in life as much as he could.

Jessy is an Extrovert and I'm an introvert or well I just don't talk as much as my family members but that doesn't mean I'm not talkative. I just don't find any interest in talking about sports, Make-ups, politics...But Otome Games, Anime, Manga, Cosplay, books is another thing.

With her long blonde hair and brown eyes, She seemed to light the world. In her eyes are admiration that people don't usually give to me...It was only her and that's probably why I'm closest to her. It pushes me to keep on going either at work or generally in life. I felt that i'm somebody special, That I'm not guy who coops himself up, Who nobody knows, Who was just there, A character with no background or even a name for people to remember.

I smiled and was emmidiately hug by her. Ruffling her hair and giving a slight flick on the forehead making her pout and for me to chuckle. "Are you going to let me in or not?" I tease.

She gives a nod and closed the door as i enter my old home that i left as soon as i got a job last 2 years. It smelled just like how it was...Wood hah. Jessy took a hold of my hand and drag me towards the living room like i was a guest or some sort.

As soon as i was seen there was series of "Brother/Son!" With a sense of feeling that they missed me and that's for me to realize that I was home with my family and nothing can ruined this.

I wave at my younger fraternal twin siblings and my mom. Giving the three of them a hug and a bunch of missed you from me because I'm a sensitive and clingy shit even for a guy. A thought crossed over me and i frowned which made my siblings and mom look at me with concerned faces.

"What's wrong, Will?"

"Where's...Dad?" I ask the dreaded question.

"He said he will not be able to make it because of some...business" Mom...You are such a good lier I wanted to tell her that with sarcasm clearly in my voice but refrain from doing that.

Me and my dad aren't in good terms for a bunch of reasons. Now my dad is a business man and a basketball player when he was in high school. He was well known, popular even in our City. The Hollin is quiet influential if i say so, My dad expected alot from me being his eldest son.

That expectations.....i didn't met. I wasn't an Honor Student or an athlete. I was a guy with more feminine physic, I'm too skinny not even any once of muscle in my body. I stutter alot and refrain from being outside much as a child.

Dad has a way of thinking that every male must be Athletic or even smart, Must be confident and has this intimidating factor. I have none of those. He clearly said that i was ruining the family name and I accepted it. Not in a disheartening way that i will say that's the me everybody assumed.

I'm confident in my own way, I follow ny own rules and it will surely guide me in the path that i wanted. I have other people who encourages me from being just who i am.

But i know deep down it hurts more than i let on. It hurts to be disregarded and to be judge by how i act. That i'm not like them, Sure i sometimes act all tough and all but It's not me. It will never be me, I can act and put on a facade for all i know...You will be accepted but it will hurt more. For me....Is it really worth it?

To be like for what I'm not?

To be fake?

So i only did what i wanted to do and hug my mom closely, tightly for all the pain to go away. She wrapped her arms around me and patted my back like when i was a child. "I'm here" and thats all i wanted to hear.

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This is the life of William Hollins or more specifically Veronica Duchess. Our Heroine err Hero? Of the story.

A glimpse of the life before She/He got reincarnated. There will be more of that! So you can clearly see and understand more of the main character.

Date Released: December 28, 2017