You've hurt me for too long. (BoyFriends FanFic)

Chapter Three

Michael's P.O.V

"I-I-I-"

"Now it appears that the person in this photo with Jeremy, might just be you!" Chloe smirked.

"N-no." I stuttered out backing away a bit.

"No? This wasn't you? Is that what your trying to say? Because it's pretty fucking clear that YOU HAD SEX WITH JEREMY HEERE!" Chloe shouted the last bit, the many people crowding the hallways turned around whispering to each other.

"Can you please just leave me alone?" I begged trying to get past to my locker.

"Ha, the school knows your secret now Michael, I may leave you alone but the others won't." She said walking away with Jenna and Brooke at her heels.

I looked at the students that still stood in the hall all eyes focused on me. I turned away from there harsh looks and opened my locker.

I took out my books for the day and put them in my backpack, grabbing my headphones before I closed it.

I put my headphones on and plugged them into my phone listening to a random 80s playlist on Spotify.

I looked at the paper littered floor of the school as I made my way tn my home room, walking in and taking a seat.

First period flew by, and by that I mean it felt like it went on for ages. Brooke and Chloe were in my English class which just so happened to be my first class of the day.

Luckily they didn't talk to me.

Unluckily they did start spreading more rumours about Me and Jeremy's eventful night.

It got me thinking though, is that what sex is supposed to feel like?

Is it supposed to hurt that much? Or was it just because it was my first time that it hurt that much?

Whatever I'm probably just over thinking it, it most likely feels better the more you do it!

Yeah that makes sense.

I hadn't realised it but whilst I was thinking I had made my way down past the lockers and into the cafeteria.

I spotted Jeremy, Rich and Jake sitting at our usual table it the corner of room.

I made my way over and sat down next to Jeremy in my usual spot.

"Sup loser." Rich said, he was sat on Jake's lap with a black bottle filled with who knows what.

"How was English?" Jake asked over Rich's shoulder.

"Chloe and Brooke were being bitches, turns out they found out about last night." I directed the last part at Jeremy.

"What?! How did they find out?!" Jeremy asked sharply.

"Apparently Jenna saw your dad run outta the house and asked what happened and then went and checked for herself."

"Well they don't have any prof it's just a rumour!"

"No, um Jenna took a photo and-"

"So now they have a picture depicting us having sex?!" Jeremy whisper yelled.

"Yeah." I scratch the back off my head.

"Goddamn it, how the hell didn't you see Jenna walk in?" Jeremy hissed.

"I-I was a tad preoccupied." I laughed timidly.

"This is no laughing matter Michael, that photo could ruin everything!"

"I-I'm sorry Jeremy I-"

"Sorry' not gonna cut it." Jeremy said looking me directly in the eyes.

"I don't know what you want me to-"

"Just meet me at my house after school like usual okay?" Jeremy took out his phone ignoring me.

"Okay."

I said looking down at my feet.

"Hey Michael?" Jake asked from across the table.

"Yeah?" I looked up.

"Can I talk to you outside?"

"S-sure." Rich hopped off of Jake's lap and sat down on the seat next to them.

Jake and I walked out of the cafeteria and into the bathrooms.

Jake checked that no one was in there and closed the bathroom door.

"What did you want to talk to me about?" I ask curiously.

"It's about Jeremy." Jake leant up against the bathroom door.

"Well what about him."

"He's acting a lot ruder towards you, what's up with that?"

"I-I don't know what your talking about." I stuttered.

"Do you really not see it? Well anyway I want to just make sure he isn't... um."

"He isn't what?"

"Hurting you." He looked me I the eyes, I could see worry practically dripping from his eyes.

"I don't understand what you mean by that."

"Well, when you guys get down and dirty, you need to make sure he knows if he's hurting you or not. Sex isn't supposed to feel good for only one of the people, your both supposed to feel good."

"Uh, well it was my first time."

"That doesn't matter it's only supposed to feel uncomfortable your first time, you shouldn't get hurt from it. It'll only hurt if your partner is inexperienced or isn't waiting for you to catch up."

"Are you trying to tell me that Jeremy is just having sex with me because it makes him feel good and doesn't care wether I get hurt or not."

"N-no, not exactly, Jeremy might just be inexperienced. Do you know if he's ever had sex with another guy?"

"Not that I know of."

"Then he's probably just inexperienced, but so make sure he knows if he's hurting you." Jake said smiling.

"How do you know all of this?"

"I guess it just from trial and error, and wanting tn make sure Rich is comfortable with everything we do."

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