Chapter two

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•nash Pov•

Hayes walks back into the living room.

"Where's Olivia?" I ask. "I dont fucking know. She can go screw her self," he answers and i get up and smack him. Not too hard but not lightly either.

"Say that again. I dare you too," i respond and he runs up to his room. Good. Thats what i thought.

I dash to the front door and see that Olivia on the floor crying and i dont know where her mom went.

"Olivia? What the hell happened?" I question. "H-he-he h-hates me," she stutters with her her hands on her face.

I sit down next to her and wrap my arms around her small, cold body.

She cries into my shoulder making it soaking wet. After a few minutes she stops. She just sits there with her head on my shoulder.

"What did he screw up this time?" I ask. "He hates me. Thats it. He doesnt love me anymore. He doesnt even like me. He hates me. I knew this would happen if i left," she replies and im shocked. "He doesnt hate you, its just, umm, he's mad. He's just confused, okay? Dont worry," i whisper.

"Thank you, nash but i dont know," she says and i sigh. "Where's your mom?" I ask. "Oh, umm, she just went back to the hotel. Because i may or may not have yelled at her earlier," she explains.she yelled at her mom. The things hayes screws up.

"Do you want to come inside? You can just hang out with me. We need to catch up. Its been TWO yearsss," i suggest and a weak smile creeps onto her face.

"I dont think so," she says unsure.

"Whatttt? Noo, please c'mon we need to talkkk," i beg.

"Pleeaasssseeeee?" I plead.

"Fine, but i dont want you to force hayes to hang out with us. It would just be awkward and hard for me," she says and i nod.

•Olivia Pov•

He opens the door and we both walk in. i am welcomed with Sky running to me. I crouch down and hold out my arms. She runs faster until my arms are wrapped around her and her small head is buried in my hair.

"I missed you sky," i whisper into her ear. She pulls out of the hug,"i missed you too!" She yells.

"I got to go, okay? We can talk later," i say smiling. Fake. A fake smile. I have never been so sad in my life. Ever. Hayes was always the thing that made me happy. And now...now that he hates me, i feel like apart of me is gone and i can never really be happy.

"Okay," she responds and i stand up straight again. Shes taller. A lot taller. "Are you gonna play with hayes?" She asks and i frown. "Umm, no. Im not. Im gonna be hanging out with nash," i reply looking at the ground. "Oh" she simply says and walks away.

Nash grabs by hand and drags me up the stairs.

He lets go of my hand and we enter the theater room. We never watch movies. We always just chill there.

He closes the door behind us and i sit down in one of the chairs.

"So, olivia. Why?" He asks.

"Why what?"

"Why did you come back? why now?"

"Umm, it was my birthday two days ago. And i wanted to see you and hayes again.i wanted to Explain what happened in the two years and to say that im sorry," i respond.

"Hayes took it terribly," he whispers.

"Yeah, i would too if i was him," i say.

"No, he took it really bad. He started cutting last year. He-he was depressed," he pauses for a second.

"And he-he almost left. You coming back was hard for him too. He was sad the first year. And this year he's mad."

He what? He almost left, left? Im stunned of what he just said.

"He almost did it?" I ask. "You told her?" I hear a voice behind me. I dont bother to look back because i knew who it was.hayes.

"Yeah, she was gonna find out anyways. You guys should really talk," nash suggests.

I look back at him. We make eye contact but he quickly looks away. "Whats to talk about? Shes left me. She ran away. All she did to me was break my heart," he responds and then looks at me. "Is that what you were trying to do all along? Make me fall in love with you and hurt me? Hurt me. I protected you and you just hurt me. Without any hesitation. You just did it." He says and a tear rolls down my cheek.

"You really think i would try to hurt you? I was confused and i didnt know what to do. You're not the only one that got hurt. Dont your remember the two sluts you used to date? Who are ya dating right now? Slutty sally? Whore wilma?" I snap at him and he steps back.

I just hurt him again. I can tell. I can see the pain in his eyes. "I can say the same with you. But at least i didnt lead someone on. And you're just like them. You're a slut too!" He yells.

I feel like he just punched me in the gut. Tears start to form in the corner of my eyes. Those words he's calling me. They hurt like hes throwing bricks at me.

"Well thanks. Maybe i am a slut then," i say and shove him out of the way and run out of the room and out of the house.

I keep sprinting until i run into someone and i fall to the floor. "Hey! Watch it, you--" a female voice starts but then stops once she sees my face.

"I havent seen you in two years!" She says.

I wipe the tears away and finally see the girl that was talking to me.

Sydney.

"What do you want Sydney? My lifes already ruined. Hayes hates me. And i dont have anybody!" I shout with tears running down my cheek.

"C'mon we're going to my house. I am going to clean you up and we can talk, if you want." She responds. Lies. All lies. Dont trust anyone. No one cares about you. No one. Shes lying.

"No,"

"What?"

"No. Im not going with you. You might drop me off at a crack house and let me get raped," i say.

"Fine dont trust me. All i wanted to help you. All Everyone wanted to help you but you dont accept people's help. You think you're so tough but you're not. You're weak. And you need to understand that." She says and then walks away.

Shes right. I dont want peoples help. I do think im strong. But im not. I will never be strong. I get hurt by people and its making me more and more weaker.

If i died here no one would care, right? Not my mom. Not hayes. Maybe Nash. Not Sydney. Not Lindsay. No one.

Whats the point in living anyways? If i dont have any happiness and i have nothing to live for, then why am i here?

Whats keeping me here?

Why am i so ugly and slutty? Why do i have to hurt hayes all the time? I left him twice. He's right. All i do is make him fall in love with me and i dump him. I leave him like he's nothing to me. But he isnt nothing. Hes my everything. I love him. Thats whats keeping me here. The fact that hayes hates me. And i need to change that. I need to change me.

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Do you like this book better? Or the first one?

Im trying to write long chapters. Haha yeah well is this a decent amount?

Hope you liked it i might update later. So watch out for that.

If i asked you to follow me on my social media would you guys follow me?

Okay well love you all!

Olivia❤️

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