Innocence

15

He couldn't sleep all night, his thoughts consumed with Selena and what the guys told him, he isn't falling for her he is just finishing what he started, what they all started, she's is beautiful different than any other girl but love, love is just something he doesn't do. She's just a girl, but his family are the guys and he can't screw anything up.

Looking over at the clock noticing it was already eleven thirty, contemplating the situation, spending the whole day with her will only feed fuel to the fire and he can't have that so even though his mind is saying its not what he wants to do he decided not to go, she needs to know that he isn't this guy that he is playing out to be.

Standing up from his bed, he headed out of his room, "let's go out."

Logan and Ian busy playing Xbox.

"Right now? Its fucking early," Joe sitting on the other couch answered. "I don't care," grabbing his jacket. "You idiots, coming or what?"

Of course they all nodded and followed him out to the car, driving down to the creek, Christopher one of their partners always has something going on there day or night.

The first thing he did was grab a drink the strongest he could have, and sat on a broken log.

"Check that one right there she's totally fucking me tonight," Logan boast as he took a seat next to him.
"Anyone of those girls will do you Logan that's why they're here," Zac said as Logan scoffed "The redhead right there," Ian pointed out "she's good trust me" smirking he continued.

He kept quiet staring at the girls that are lose and here for one purpose only, they know they aren't getting notice for anything else but for their bodies. These are the type of girls that are worth it no strings, no feelings just easy, exactly like him, he handed his drink to Joe and stood up making his way to a green eye blonde that has been giving him the eye since they got here.

"You like what you see?" her red cover lips giving him a devious smirk.

"I want to see more," he replied.

"That can be arrange," grabbing his hand she led him down the grass to the cabin.

He just focused on her and blocking away everything else that's on his mind.

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She held back her tears as she watched time slowly pass by; it was now three in the afternoon by now she had figured out that he wasn't going to appear, but she waited anyways hoping that he would come running in through the doors pleading that he got caught up with something very important.

The pain forming in her chest only made her mad, annoyed for believing that Nick was different and irritated at herself for being so naïve; either way she couldn't help but feel heartbroken, he had been the first guy she had really opened up to in such short amount of time. The back of her hand quickly met with her cheek as she wiped away the few tears that started descending her cheek, "great..." she whispered sarcastically as she noticed that it was pouring outside; her eyes focused on the rain drops that fell perfectly along the sidewalk, how she wished her mother was here to comfort her and soothe her by telling her all the right words she wanted to hear.

"For what its worth he must be a total tool for standing up such a pretty girl like you" she heard a deep voice say, her eyes quickly focused on the guy that was cleaning up the table next to her; "sorry I wasn't trying to be mean or anything" he smiled as his crystal color eyes focused on the dried tears along her cheeks.

"It's okay..." she mumbled, "it's not the first time someone I care for has disappointed me."

The mysterious guy sighed as he sat in front of Selena, "You really like him, otherwise you wouldn't be sitting here waiting for him to come; you wouldn't be wasting such tears on any guy you didn't like."

His warm smile reappeared on his face, "tell you what, let me walk you home after this horrendous storm passes by".

"I-I don't know..." she looked down trying to avoid his hypnotizing gaze, "I mean I barely know you and I was already leaving."

Truth was she didn't want to be a fool again, he seemed like a nice guy but she honestly just wanted to be alone; "that's cool, I'll just see you around."

"Yea..." she smiled while admiring the guy as he walked away; sighing she made her way towards the front door, for those few minutes he had managed to make her forget about Nick but the moment she stepped into the rain the tears started pouring down. All these emotions were new to her but crying was the only thing that made sense to her right now, crying somehow made that pain a little more healable.

Nick sat in the back of the van blankly starring at his phone as the sound of a country ballad played throughout the silent vehicle, "and I could have been another minute late, and you never would have crossed my path that day..." the powerful voice sang as Nick sighed in frustration.