Dear You

Dear You~~~ Letter 3

Dear you,
                   It's been weeks since we've held a proper conversation. Today was my birthday. And I was silly enough to hope my phone screen would light up with your name and a message. But I was silly. All I received was radio silence, but that isn't anything new. We start school in August, which means we will talk even less if that's possible and I don't know if I'm ready for that. You were my first friend. And now? You are the first one I lost. I knew I'd lose you eventually, even though you promised you wouldn't leave. I suppose we have both failed to keep promises made to each other late at night over text.

           I still find it stupid that I'm hoping you'll come back. Like I hoped you'd attempt to make conversation with me. Once again. Stupid. You'll never know how much you meant and still mean to me. Because I know if you would've texted me in the middle of writing this, this letter would be a lot different. I would've dropped everything to message you back no matter how stupid I know I'm being. We used to message every day. Now I don't get a single glance. You'll never know how much i miss you, even though I know I don't cross your mind once.

Dear You, I still love you.

Love,
            Me