Crush | pjm

Jungkook

"I'll tell you what's going on! These two are dating" Jungkook said with anger in his words.

"That's actually good, why you mad bro??" Lisa answered.

"No Lisa, this is not the time. I'm serious, you can't date her" I saw that Jungkook eyes started to fill with tears, I felt really bad.

"Jungkook..." I didn't wanted him to feel bad because of me, I hated it.

"Let her do whatever she wants" Jimin said very serious too. He was even scary.

"I..." JK became silent, I saw a tear roll down his cheek. I couldn't look at him in this state. I felt really guilty.

"Jimin, please stop-" he cut me off.

"You still love her, right?" Jimin didn't hesitate to let that boom scape his mouth.

My eyes widened, then was when my heart broke. Jungkook looked up, he was really crying now.

"What if I still do?!?" he yelled back at Jimin, looked down at me and left.

I hit Jimin's shoulder

"You went to far, I told you to not mention that"

"I'm sorry... I was getting very angry..." he lowered his head.

"It's okay... I'll talk with him, I know where he is going. I see you later, okay??"

"Fine..." he kissed my forehead.

I waved goodbye at Lisa who was still in shook and run towards the park.

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I arrived at the park behind JK's house.

As I expected, he was in 'our' bench. This is the place where we come to when we're feeling sad.

I sat beside him, without exchanging looks, neither words.

I decided to broke that silence.

"Did you mean that? Do you still love me?" I know it's awkward but we have to end this now, I don't want to hurt him more, he doesn't deserve that.

"Yes..." he looked at the ground.

"I though you got over it... When I asked you and Lisa for advice you didn't get mad and even supported her... I'm sorry"

"I told myself the day I saw Jimin in our class that I'll try to help you to be his girlfriend so I can finally get over you but, it's not easy... Every time I see you with him my heart hurts, it's hard to see how the person you love loves somebody else"

My eyes filled with tears, some of them rolled down my cheeks.

"I don't want to hurt you..." I sobbed.

"I've tried to forget you, but I can't. I think I will never get over you..." he started crying "I'll never be able to love someone like I do love you" I hugged him, his head resting on my shoulder.

"Don't say that, please. Of course you'll find a girl, there are thousands of girls better than me right there. You just have to search for them. Love is not easy, but I'm sure you'll find a girl who loves you back and you'll love her more than me. And maybe she loves you even more that I do love you now" I looked at him and gave him a sweet smile "I really love you Jungkook and I'm sorry that it isn't in the same way as you do" I hugged him once more.