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By my own

Just in less than a month my life changed a lot.

The day I told Jimin about Mingyu I ended sleeping over in his place.

(Just sleeping and cuddling, don't go further than that you pervert minded people... jk :)

When I returned home my parents were incredibly angry. I told them that I slept in Lisa's house. But as always, they didn't believe a word.

We had the worst fight ever. I ended telling them all the truth, about Jimin, about Jungkook, about everything.

And wow, they did believe me for once in their life. I was really angry at them, we argued all morning.

And it ended with my ass being kicked out of my house. My mom said that she couldn't stand more time having me as her daughter. That she was ashamed of having me and that she regretted a lot my birth.

Those words hurt me as fuck, I was so break and weak at that moment. I cried a lot during the week remembering it.

My dad told me to leave the sooner I could, so I left them that afternoon.

I stayed over Lisa's house for two weeks, her family is so kind. I'll always be grateful to them.

I found an apartment that was actually very cheap. And it was because it was incredibly little, it has only a kitchen, a bathroom and a living room. The couch can get into a bed, so I sleep there. It's not as comfortable as a normal one, but it's okay since I'm living by my own now.

Fortunately, this school year was already paid out, so I can graduate.

But I needed money to pay for my next year studies and for my new apartment. I could pay it this month because of some savings from last summer, I worked as a baby-sitter. I loved to take care of that little boy and now I'm really happy that I kept the money.

I found work on a coffee shop, which is in front of my place.

I get enough money to pay for everything I need and sometimes even more. So I'm really good now, although now I live further than before.

So it brings me to the present moment. I'm sitting on my 'bed' next to a very sweaty Jimin.

He came to help me with the move today and we ended exhausted.

I saw that the apartment would look more welcoming if we changed of place some furnitures. We moved the couch, which was really heavy since it is a bed too. And we were about to break my TV for three times, I don't know how did it survived.

I wasn't pleased with result, so we changed the position of everything thousand of times. And when I liked how it looked Jimin said that it looked better the way before. It was a non stop.

So, after we finished, we threw ourself into the comfy couch.

I was panting, I've never did such a big effort like this. I'm very weak -_-

I'm sure I look horrible right now, I was sweating so badly and I do never sweat. And for Jimin... He looks like he just went out of the shower.

I looked at the clock, it was dinner time.

I stood up and went to the kitchen. I thought of doing instant noodles, since I was really tired to cook.

Then a pair of arms slipped down to my waist, he backhugged me.

"What are you doing?? Come to the couch with me, I want to rest" Jimin said.