Tainted Love

So,what's your name?

Author: I'm so sorry I didn't update .please ,please leave comments,vote and share.
BTW pic above is Alia on the day she was chosen and Zane now has blond hair .I changed my mind .sorry. oh and blue eyes .

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After about what felt like an hour of awkward silence, I, being as nice as I was ,started a conversation by saying "So,what's your name" .Even though I know It and now made it my new favorite word,I pretended I didn't know because I'm COOL.

"Its Zane. Which I know you already know" he said, the last part under his breath ,but I still heard it."well,I guess I should tell you my name then". I said acting I didn't hear the last part. He nodded his head saying "yes".
" Alia,friends call me Lia".i said ,implying to him ,but this guy seems to not be able to get hints ,because he said " what do mates call you?" .With a smirk on his face ,a smirk that made me wonder how his lips tasted.

Here's the thing,I think I hate him but I also think I love him. You know what, I don't care anymore .I'm tired of feelings, tired of it all,all of it . I just wanted to crawl into a ball and stay there forever. And Ever.

In all of this ,I remembered how scared I was for my life ,and the life of my parents, friends ,others. Whatever enemies this guy has must be so brutal that he'd/she'd kill me just to piss him off. He saw me practically screaming at myself. He came over and just asked me if I was alright .Of- course I said I was fine......I'm always fine. When he placed his lips on mine because I was saying:

Im fine

I'm fine

I'm fine

Over and over again ,I no longer wondered how his lips tasted because now I knew,they were heavenly, simply heavenly