They Cared So Much (My Experience)

*Jack J*

Johnson's as cute as a button.

So in the last chapter I talked about getting my picture on the general admission day with Jack and Jack.

So the whole escalator thing happened and when I got up there I went to Johnson first and I asked for a picture and he just stopped for a brief second to take it so it's kinda blurry but he made a cute face.

Okay during VIP hour he got the regular tap which was great of course.

During the meet and greet. okay I didn't really explain this a whole lot but when I stepped into VIP and they ripped of the little tap on my bracelet, I started shaking. I looked back and saw all the girls behind the ropes while I'm in front of them about to meet the guys of my dreams.

(About to get deep) so this exact thing changed my life, just seeing me be where everyone else wants to be, everyone wishing they were me. I'm short, kinda bigger, and not pretty. no one has ever wanted to be me, no one ever wanted to cry because of jealousy of me. I was where millions of girls would kill to be. about to meet the 10 (Shawn wasn't there) guys of Magcon Tour, plus Brent Chris and Crawford. I got really emotional during that time. no one really knew why I was crying so hard. they thought I was freaking out cuz I was about to meet them which is half true but no girl there really understood. they're all petite beautiful girls. they're used to people wanting to be them.. so this was a big moment for me, I was sobbing.

When I got to Jack and Jack I was still crying and Johnson was the first to step forward and as he was holding out his arms walking over to me he asked "aw why are you crying??" And I choked out "I don't know, I'm nervous" and he pulled me into an adorable hug and told me I didn't need to be. it was adorable.

In most of my pictures up until Matt carter and cam (I got myself together by then) my eyes are glossy but I'm still smiling and you can just see the emotion in my eyes.

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{holy shmoley I got emotional writing this}