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Chapter 5: I love her!

Tristan POV:

I woke up when I feel my wounds and bruises started healing up.... but the real pain is in my heart. I can hear my wolf crying as I remembered those words...those words of her rejection... My mate?! Are you out of your goddamn mind?!... disgraceful joke!... I feel like my heart being hammered and broke into pieces... and I can't pick it up because I was scared of getting hurt... then I heard Noah's voice.

''Tristan? are you okay?'' I saw Noah's teary eyes as he looked at me.

''uhm-uh... ye-yeah, I-i'm fine..'' I lied.

I can feel, Noah knows that I am lying so he pleaded to me.

''Please... brother... don't..don't make it too hard for you.'' Noah's tears burst out of nowhere.

''Noah... looked at me..'' I hold his face closer to mine.''I'm gonna be fine... don't worry about me too much...'' I hugged him tightly.

''But-'' Carl touch Noah's shoulder.

Carl is my beta and my best friend. We know each other since little and his father was an ''omega''.

''Noah... don't be like that... are you forgetting?, that Tristan will be our alpha soon... so he's stronger than all of us here... I'm sure he can overcome this..'' Carl smiled sweetly..

Noah and the troupe seems to understand what i'm going through and they promise to support and help me with all their might.

We reached our village... my  father sense that our mission didn't go well... he let me passed straight to my room where I can find peace of mind. My mother just staring at me silently and have this concerned looked in her eyes, and that's enough for me to know she cares for me. But I need to be alone....

away from everybody...

away from my pain...

and away from my mate... my wolf didn't like that thought he struggle so much that I can't walk straight... but a minutes later he surrender... what can I do? I was hurt... I said to him.. and I started packing a few sets of clothes.

*knock*knock*knock*

I already know that it's father... because of his smell.  I open the door and let him in.

'' Son, do you have a minute?'' My father's voice has been always calm.My father George Wildman, unlike other alphas he is very kind... he have a very long patience when it comes to us and his pack... he's favorite saying was ''you must think, before you act.'' and it's applies when he became an alpha, instead of yelling when someone did a mistake, he will listen first to the what's and why's of this person then he decided what kind of punishment that person needs depending on what he/she did.

'' Yeah, sure..'' I said with a heavy sighed.

I left my packing for a while and went to the balcony where my father is waiting for me.

''Dad, I know what you're thinking ...'' I prankly said and give him a half smile.

''Really?.. well I just want you to know that we're here for you...me,your mom and Noah... of course the whole pack as well..'' My father informed me as he touched my shoulder.

''I know... but thanks anyway.'' I was really trying not to cry but my father's voice fill me up. I cry really hard, I don't care if I looked weak...and for some reason I can't stop... father hugged me really tight as I rest my face in his shoulder.

'' Oh.... Tristan... I'm so sorry I can't do anything to ease the pain..'' Father said with a husky voice.

I released my grip and father let me..

''It's not your fault...don't be sorry... It's just that I needed some time alone.'' I walked out in the balcony , go to my room and continue packing my things.

*knock*knock*

It's Noah...

''Brother....?'' Noah slowly opened the door.

''Uhm...'' I said lowly not looking at him and continue packing.

''Uhm... brother.'' Noah said with a sighed.

'' What is it, Noah?'' I asked with a soft tone.

''If-if...you really want to be alone... it-it's okay with me..but.. please don't be too long.'' Noah cry poorly.

I walked closer to Noah hold his neck and kiss his forehead.

''Silly..." I smiled at him.'' I won't... don't worry I'm going to be fine..'' I released my hold to him.

''OKay..'' Noah give me a sweet smile.

''And stop crying will you.? you looked like a girl...'' I teased him. and he softly tap my forehead.

''Tristan...'' my mother called. My mom is a quiet person, she doens't like parties or anything when make-up were involved. And besides he does not need it at all, her simplicity makes her more attractive than anyone who look like suffered a crayola gang-banged.

''Mom...''

''Honey, are you sure you're fine all by yourself?'' Mother asked with concern look.'' you're father told me everything.'' she added.

''Yeah...I will... and I need it for a while..'' I answered with a rough smile.

''If that's what you want... i'll support you...but you have to promise me....to call when there's a problem okay?'' Mom smiled. she really is beautiful and kind, I hope my mate was like her. I said to myself.

I nodded...and finished my packing.

''Alright... I'm done.'' I took a deep breath and get my bag.

''Take care..'' Noah reminded.

''I will, I will....and don't give mom & dad headache okay?'' I teased and smile at him. Noah frowned.

As I drive away.... away from those memories... I have a very uneasy feeling... my wolf saying..go back,! I need her!... but as I remember her words I could not help but to cry. And the last thing I said to myself... I hope she can feel it too...

>>>>end of CHAPTER 5!!

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