Trust|| ☆IT Fanfic☆

chapter 11

              Never in a million years would I imagine. Me, the girl who once was so Shy and sad she could barely say her name. The girl who could never even come out of her room without thinking how fucked up her Life is.
     Never in a million years would I imagine myself here. Alive. Healthy. Well. Happy.
sitting here. With the people I adore.
     We all sit around the table as we celebrate Me and Bills birthday, Jerzee brings out the cake and Paige lights it.
They sing happy birthday to us
"Th-Thanks guys"  Bill says
I smile and laugh and we blow our candles.
Stan takes my shoulders and pulls me into a strong kiss and pulls away. Beverly, looking very hurt looks away right when I look at her. She runs into the bathroom. I follow after her.
     "Beverly..." I say
"What Elizabeth?" She snaps at me
"look I'm sorry Bev, I just.. don't feel the same. I'm sorry. Really"  I say in a soft voice.
"No Eli. I'm sorry you were the only person I trusted. And now I messed it all up!" She said. Crying and throwing her hands on the bathroom sink
   We talk for a couple of minutes then come out .
   "Bev, I love stan. I love you too, but... not like that..." I pull her into a hug and Her tears Fall onto my shoulder.
    Stan comes and asks what went on
I told him nothing
  I sat down and he whispered in my ear
"So, you love me?" He asked
I smiled and nodded and he gave me a hug.
            
                       8 years.....
    Stan and I are sitting in a chapel. In the front seat to my Best friends wedding.
        She says I do and He says I do. I smile at the fact of how beautiful it is. I grab Stan's hand and Look back at my beautiful niece.
    She's so pretty and her hair is like January embers. Just like her mom. She has beautiful blue eyes and Curly orange hair she hair is long and half up and tied in a pink bow. Her freckles spotted across her face. She's 5 years old.
"Do you take this wonderful woman to be yours... forever and always?"
'I-I.... I do." My brother finishes off the vowels.
    We stand and clap with Kaitlyn, my niece.
    I pick her up and we all hug and everyone yells and claps. She knows that this means They are In love and she's going to lead a very happy life.

//  It's been several weeks after the wedding//
    We're on our way to Mikes funureal. He got in a car accident a couple months ago...
     We walk up to the casket and we Say our words. He never knew how much he meant to me... and now he's gone, I've never got to say goodbye to one of my best friends. He's why were alive. I still remember that day we saw him laying on the cement.
     We walk back to the Seats to see a familiar face... red hair and blue eyes.
Ben?? I smile as he gives me a hug.
"Buh-buh-Ben, it's been 8 years!" Bill says coming from behind me giving him a hug.
Ben has really thinned out.
    I dry my tears as I see a unfamiliar face from behind him holding a little baby.
   That must be his wife and kid.
    We talk for a while but we take seats so they can talk about Mike Hanlon.
   He was such an amazing person. I couldn't ever imagine my life without him. But now, I can't imagine my life with him.