The Billionaire's Secretary || knj

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It was finally Sunday. The day you can finally meet your beloved boyfriend, Kim Seokjin. You were now preparing for your dinner date. The arrangement was in 7pm tonight and it was now 5pm. You wanted to impress your boyfriend so you wore the lacy red dress that perfectly fitted your body. It was a gift from Jin on your first month together. At first, you were against wearing these types of dresses but Jin was the one who insisted on you wearing one. You don't really understand fashion nor did fashion understood you. You couldn't see the reason why is there a need to wear skimpy dresses and high heels when there are lots of clothes that a person could be comfortable with. But then again, he said he doesn't want to embarrass himself by having a old-styled girlfriend so you agreed. Who were you to argue when all of it was true. Its also a way to make yourself confident is also what Jin said, covering up what he just said earlier. But it didn't offended you. Why? Because you loved him so much. And now you appreciated fashion because of him. 

It was already 6pm when you finished putting on some light make up.You don't want to look like an old hag infront of your boyfriend, do ya? 

Jin said that you'll meet in the restaurant because he doesn't have time to pick you up, given that he'll leave again tomorrow morning for work. So this is the only time that you get to spend with him. You were sad about it but you tried to look happy so you won't ruin the moment.

You arrived at the restaurant at 7pm sharp but Jin still isn't here.  He might be a little late you thought. You told the waiter to wait for your orders because you were still waiting for someone. You just asked for some water. You patiently waited while glancing at your watch from time to time. You felt irritated and annoyed for already thirty minutes when there is still no sign of your boyfriend but you forced the emotions away, not wanting to become cranky on your date so you waited for more.

Seconds, minutes and an hour has passed when he finally arrived. You felt relieved when you finally saw his handsome face. He was wearing a black turtle neck shirt under his black jacket. The last time you saw him, his hair was blonde to the roots, now his hair is brown andsilky. You studied every features of his face when he seated in front of you. His pinky plump lips was the first thing you saw. Oh how you missed kissing him. But now is not the time for that.

You cleared your throat before speaking but you were cut off when Jin called for the waiter. He was already holding a menu without even speaking a word to you. Is he in a hurry or what? 

You held your menu and looked through it. You almost fell off your chair when you saw the prices. You glanced at Jin who was busy looking at the menu with the waiter waiting at his side. He started saying his order from the appetizer to the dessert. You looked through the menu again to find what he ordered and your eyes grew big when you saw the prices of the food he just ordered. They were the most expensive ones in the entire menu!

"Y/N? What do you want to order?" You forced a smile at Jin and said that you will have the same as his. You sighed heavily. This is going to cut in my savings.

The food arrived and you silently ate, savoring the expensive dish that's going to cost you a fortune.

"So Y/N, how's work?" Jin broke the silence with a question. It made you happy hearing his voice again.

"I'm doing great. I finally settled in a office as a secretary. How about you? I didn't hear from you for two weeks. I missed you so much baby.." You said, reaching for his hand that laying flat on the table but he pulled away and took a towel to wipe his mouth. You retracted your hand back, clasping your hands together under the table.

"That's good to hear."

He excused himself to go to the restroom. You let him as you finish the main dish. After a few minutes, he came back with the waiter trailing behind him with your desserts. He gave you small smile before returning to his seat. The waiter placed you expensive-looking cake with real gold on it. At the back of your mind, you were thinking, how much will this cost you tonight?

 You removed the thought. You told yourself to not think about the expenses especially when its for Jin. Money is just money. It can be earned. What's more important is that you and him are together now, eating happily at this fancy restaurant. And the fact that Jin ordered champagne, it means you were celebrating tonight.

A thought came through your mind. What if he put a engagement ring inside this cake? Is that the reason he excused himself awhile ago? You didn't want to swallow the ring so you ate carefully. But Jin was eating his cake too fast. You hardly even tasted the gold shavings. His cake was immediately gone in seconds.

"Ahh.. I'm so full! Thank you Y/N." He said, rubbing his tummy. To you, he was so adorable like a satisfied young boy.

"Anything for you, darling." you tried to touch his hand again but he evaded your touch again. Instead, he reached for the champagne bottle.

"Do you want some more of this?"

"Yes please! Thank you." He poured the liquid into your glass and in his glass. You realized that he was going to make a toast for your future together.

"Let's make a toast." He raised his glass. You raised yours too, smiling widely.

"For you Y/N. A beautiful, kind, loving and caring woman. Any guy will be so lucky to have you as a partner in life someday." You felt flattered and blushed by his words. You held his hand, this time you caught it. He just smiled at you.

"Thank you Jin. It was so sweet of you saying those things to me. I feel so appreciated."

"You're welcome. Let's drink for the future. May we continue our friendship forever."

Your brows furrowed. Friendship? What does he mean by that? Some say for a married couple to stay happy and together they must also treat each other like they were bestfriends. Maybe that's what Jin meant.

"Cheers." You clinked your glasses together. You started to talking and laughing about the fun memories you had. Later, you asked. "What is that you were about to tell me Jin? You said you have something important to tell me when we were on the phone, remember?"

His smile faded in a second. He placed his glass back to the table.

"I don't know how to tell this you. You might get upset."

"Oh come on, Jin. You know me, I won't get upset about a small thing. Now tell me." You said. You held his hand tightly between your hands.

"Promise?"

"Yes. I promise." You smiled at him, assuring him.

"I'm breaking up with you, Y/N." He said with a smile. A fucking smile.

Your smile fell into a frown. Brows clenched together in confusion.

"What? What the hell are you talking about?" You felt confused. It was like your worst nightmare is playing before your eyes. Your body went cold.

"I need to focus on my career. I need space."

"What? I'm not holding you back with your career. I even acted as if I don't exist in your life just to give you more time for your career.. I don't understand.." You trailed off.

"That's the point. You don't understand me.. and I don't understand myself either. If this continues, it won't be fair for you, Y/N. Please understand. We need a break. I think we're better off as friends."

You were speechless. You tried to fight back the tears as your heart started to sink. Your heart was bleeding miserably. The pain was unbearable. You felt your whole body went numb.

"Are you okay, Y/N? You still paying for the meal right?" The brown-haired man asked.

On a wonderful and peaceful night, you lost a boyfriend and five thousand dollars in your savings.

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A/N: oof

Happy New Year guys!!