Fall/Winter 2017-2018 ✔

12/29/2017 - The Mind of Feeling

Here's a story about my mind today.

While I slept I decided to give my human a nightmare. It was about how SHE will never be accepted in society, and how SHE will never be normal in any way, shape, or form.

Oh you want to hear more about my human? SHE'S very boring, but; Oh what's that SHE wants to be considered a THEY? Too bad. SHE'S clearly a GIRL, don't you remember? To fit into society you have to be either a GIRL or a boy. Nothing else is naturally perfect, and they would burn in hell and be unexcepted by everyone.

Oh you want to hear more about my human? Honestly she's the most scared. Now you must be thinking, "Umm but they're pretty nice, caring, and overall joyful?". NOPE I can't believe other humans think like that. That joyful smile is smeared off like makeup right when they leave your presence.

Next my human woke up from her nightmare. Basically frightened for the rest of the day. But oh no! They still have to show their face to family. So they smear on that makeup smile, and goes to see father making breakfast. He asks the basic, "did you have breakfast yet" card. I replied no even though they had a poptart earlier from waking up from a different nightmare.

Oh you want to hear more about my human? Well there very bad at speaking. People laugh at them because of it. They also have a stutter at times. And mumble too much. But there looks are interesting, not too pretty not to masculine, they identify privately as genderfluid.

Next my human goes back into there room for a few hours and thinks about life. They go into the void and think about bad things, like the many ways to die right that second. And how even though it's pointless, they really crave it.

Oh you want to hear more about my human? They want more than ever to live a 'normal' life. All though out there life they got buillied. Elementary, middle, and hopefully not highschool. I, myself, a brain have high hopes that my human will live past graduation. Have a wonderful life with a PERSON and die happy and old, not sad and young.

Next my human gets call by there father to bring there broken electric bass guitar to him so he can fix it. They go back to there room, still thinking of horrible things.

Oh you want to hear more about my human? There privately asexual. At school everyone knows, but if there parents find out they will get kicked out onto the crime ridden streets. There father is small minded, and mother follows Catholic beliefs (but has a few 'different' friends). Honestly they love their family to death, I mean everyone gets along well except sometimes but that's rare.

Next my human eats dinner and 'goes to bed'. Where it's current 12:57 at night and there typing this.

Oh do you want to hear more about my human? There sad and it makes me sad, so I always have to make them think of things to remind them. At the end of the day, everything is going to be okay. At the end of the day, when the night is at it's darkest, it's when the stars shine through.