The 8th member of BTS

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⚠ Warning: Depression, Cussing and Suicide attempts

When you were 10 years old,depression takes over you

Every people says that your family is perfect and well loved  but,they're all wrong

Your family is broken because of money

Your parents, they put all they're attention at work and business, they didn't care about you but,when they do it's all about work

They want you to be perfect, they want you to do this and that blah blah blah

You grow up without parents taking care of you,sometimes you envy the other kids having their parents with them happy and complete but,yours it's completely different, your family is sad and broken

It may seem happy in the outside but your family is really really broken

And now you are here again,crying all alone and weak

No one cares about you!

Just kill yourself already!

You're so weak,you should kill yourself!

You should do suicide!

All of that keeps repeating on your head

You're on your room,depression taking all over your body again

The ARMY was being kind at you no anti at all but,all your memories keep flashing back,all along you thought you were okay but it's  far from okay

You can't produce songs,you can't rap well and dance gracefully

You always show your signature smile, your gummy and eye smile but all of that was fake,you may seem fine but physically not mentally

You're not eating for days,maybe 4-5 you don't know and you didn't care

You always lock yourself at your studio or your room,thanks for your gender you don't have a roommate

Every night,you cut your wrist wishing all the pain will vanish but It did not

In your mind cutting yourself was the only way to get out of this shit

Your members are starting to get worried, every night they'll hear your crying and sobbing and that hurts them not knowing what to do or help you

They'll convince you to eat or at least go out at your room, but you didn't

Now,here you go again,in front of a mirror with a sharp cutter in your right hand cutting your left wrist as well as the other

You're a completely mess and broke, you've been not eating and sleeping well

You have dark circles around your eyes and your body...it change a lot

Cries and sobs are heared from your room

You were ready to go and leave

Jimin was knocking on your door,wishing he'll make you to come out at your room

"Y/n" he said, knocking on your door calmly

"Go away" you said

"No,you have to eat Y/n" he forced,turning the knob but,its locked

"Neun sileoyo" you said

"What do you mean you don't want?you have to eat,It's been days since you've not eaten" he said,softly

"I wanna end  this shit Chim" you said between your sobs

"What?!!Open the door Y/n!!" he yelled knocking hard at your door

"I-i can't" you said crying

Jimin quickly run downstairs panicking

"Jin Hyung!!" he yelled

"What?"Jin asked with an apron and spatula on his right hand

"Where's Y/n's door key??" he asked desperately

"Uh?? I don't know" he said

"Aishh!" Jimin said messying his black hair

Jimin run upstairs and start kicking your door,the other members look at him confused

"Hyung!Help me open this door!" he shouted

"Why?" Namjoon asked

"Y/n s-she's,Just open the damn door!!" he yelled

Yoongi pushed Jimin aside and kick the door,really hard

The door broke and it reaveled a weak Y/n with lots of blood, laying in front of the bathroom holding a sharp blade

Jungkook quickly run to you,holding your head,patting your cheeks hoping he would wake you up

"N-noona,please wake up!" he shout but no response

"Uisareul bulleojusayo!!" Jimin shout
(Call a doctor!!)

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"Is she going to wake up Hyung?" Taehyung asked Namjoon

"Moleukesseoyo" he reply to the younger boy
(I don't know)

The 7 boys were waiting in front of the ER,they were praying and crying,hoping that you are okay

Namjoon called their manager and,tell him what happened

As the boys were waiting a doctor came out with a mask

"Who's the relative of Ms.Lee Y/n?" he asked

The 7 boys stand up quickly and said "Us" in unison

"She......

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