"Stop! Please!" I begged while covering my face Cameron just laughed in my face and shoved me into my locker one more time before leaving.Everyone surrounded me "coward I heard Cameron's BestFriend Nash yell at me. I couldn't hold my tears in any longer by now I was crying and my face was completely red.I heard everyone laughing as if I were a puppet as if it was a joke To bully me . I was the puppet .... And Cameron Dallas was the Master.
I get Home & Lay myself in bed Tears Coming Down my eyes, I want to drown in my own Tears. I hate myself... why am I not good Enough ? why aren't I skinny enough ? why am I not pretty enough ? why is my hair not long enough ? Why do they do this to me ? I just Can't Take It. I Grab the Blade Hidden In my medicine cabinet in the bathroom, I still have Tears rolling down My cheek I sit In my bathroom floor with my knees touching my chest. I pull up my sleeve Get the Blade & Press it Down On my Skin I feel the pain & see The blood Rolling down My Skin 1 cut...2 cuts...3cuts... Why am I still here ?! I ask myself cutting a fourth time. I look at the new scars that mark My wrist. THIS IS BECAUSE I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH ! I think loudly in my head.
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Twisted // Cameron dallas
FanfictionDo you know how it feels, to feel unwanted ? Really... unwanted ? Do you ever feel like You don't belong here ? All you do is cry & think why am I still here ? But the person who makes you feel All these things Changes My whole world around, Beca...
