Twisted // Cameron dallas

Chapter 8

CAMERON'S LOV

"Baby never cut !"

I'm worried and I'm scared. This is my fault. I started bullying her to take all of the pain I had inside out.

She was going I die ! And it's because of me !

"Cameron, you don't." Priscilla stopped and took a deep breath before whipping her tears away. "You don't understand, you don't know what is like to live a life where you can't actually live, you don't know what it's like being scared of walking into school because as soon as someone see you they'll punch or punch you or scream things at you that kill you inside. you don't know what it's like, My mothers NEVER home to see if I'm fine or not ! My dad Left me ! I have nobody '! ". Tears ran down her cheeks faster each seconds "I HAVE NOBODY!" She creamed.

"Let me be that somebody ! I want to be your somebody, I want to be there for you and help you trough everything. I won't leave. I'll stay. I promise. I want you safe. my heart dropped when I saw you laying on your bed unconscious, my whole world went crashing ! I felt like I was dying." I spoke honestly

"Why ? Huh ? why would you want to be my 'somebody' ?" More tears rolled down her pink cheeks "you don't care !" Priscilla screamed. "you don't care and you never will. You hate me , stop pretending, I'm tired of the lies, the tears, school, the feelings I feel for you , Everything"

Did she just say the feelings she feels for me ?

She likes me ?

"I'm sorry ! I'm sorry okay ?" I took a deep breath and ran my fingers trough my dark colored hair. " I care ! I do"

Priscilla stares into my eyes, we didn't say another word, we just stayed in silent staring into each other's eyes. it was comforting.

PRISCILLA'S POV

"I'm sorry ! I'm sorry okay ? He stopped talking a ran he's hands trough he's dark brown hair."i care, I do!"

I didn't speak.

I just stared into he's hurt eyes.

He cares ?

Butterflies went loose in my stomach.

I'm falling for this boy. I'm falling for my bully.

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2 hours passed since me and Cameron had our conversation. I can't believe I told him that I had feelings for him. he wasn't supposed to know.

Cameron laid asleep in the chair next to my bed while holding my hand.

I really want to get out of this hospital.

I heard slightly soft knock on the door."come in" I screamed.

"Hey Miss. Priscilla Miller how are you feeling, I'm Doctor Rodriguez." the tall doctor with blue eyes spoke.

"I'm fine" I said with no emotion showed at all

"You have deep cut but thank God it wasn't deep enough to cut a vein miss, How did you get does cut's if I may ask ?"

Well dumb ass as you can clearly fucking see I cut myself you can see all of my scars in all of my arms ! I think to myself

"Well my ... uh... my..cat scratched me." I said trying to sound as normal as possible. hopefully he'll believe me.

"Oh, I see. your set to go today, take these bandages incase your cat. Cuts you again." doctor Rodriguez handed me the bandages.

I think he know I cut .

God please no. He can't know. he might put me in some mental hospital thing. I'm not crazy !

"T-thanks" I said before the doctor leaves.

I got up of the bed and tapped Cam slightly on the shoulder & called he's name various times before he woke up.

"What happened ?" he said in a Raspy sleepy voice.

It was so sexy.

Priscilla snapped out of it !

I giggled "well I can go home now, so.. I was about to you know go home" I said as if it was the most obvious thing ever.

"Oh, right. Your feeling okay ?"

"Yeah. Yeah I'm fine"

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Cameron drove me home. The Car ride was quiet but comfortable. Every now and than He would slightly squeeze my hand and lower thigh as if to say 'Everything's okay'.

We got out of the Car and walked in my home.

"Thanks" I slightly whispered.

"For what ?" he asked clueless. This boy . God.

"For taking me to the hospital. For being there. For saving me" I spoke. he saved my life.

My bully is my lifesaver.

" You don't need to thank me, I don't know what I would have done, if you would have ... " He didn't finish he's sentence but I knew eat the last word was. Cameron felt uncomfortable saying the word 'died'. I can tell.

He pulled me into a hug. a tight hug. "I'll stay" he whispered In my hear. I gently smiled at he's words towards me.

"I'll see you later or tomorrow, okay ? Please take. Care" Cameron spoke while pulling me into another hug.

This one was short. But I liked it."i will" I smiled .

He smiled back "bye" he whispered but loud enough for me to hear.

Cameron left and I locked my door. What is going on. ?

Life is a Roller coaster. You have ups and downs, sometimes it curves or you go slightly straight for like 3 seconds but you never really stay completely straight. What does that mean ? It means that life isn't picture perfect. You'll be sad, happy, mad, you hope of things to happen and sometimes they don't and sometimes they do. You can be happy and in a matter of seconds you may feel like your world is allying on top of you. Sometimes you feel like you rule the world. life isn't perfect.

Life has up and downs because if it's a straight line you'll be dead.