Twisted // Cameron dallas

Chapter 9

I decided To stay home today. it wouldn't be a good idea to go to school especially after what happened. Did I ever mention how happy I actually am that Cam saved me ? not because I have a tiny crush on him but because I'm glad I'm alive and have another opportunity to discover new things.Even though I try to be tough I fail, and you know why ? Because depression is a war. A war between living and giving up, I almost gave up a lot of times.

Depression isn't a thing that can go away forever and never come back.

You can't cure depression with a pill, or a good night sleep. Depression follows you around. You may feel like your I on top of the world and In Less than seconds you feel the weight of the world on your shoulders you feel as if instead of you being on top of the world it made a two second twist and the world is now on top of you.

I'm scared.

Scared of what happens next.

Am I going to be strong enough for the next war ? or will I be weak and fall on the ground and get defeated ?

Laying in bed I keep thinking about what would happen if I actually had a mom here with me, if I had a dad and a family that will care. but fuck this shit because real life isn't a movie when your depressed your mom DOSENT come Running up to your room with a cup of hot chocolate and cuddles up next to you and tell you everything's going to be okay.

"I wish my life was a fairy tail." I whisper to myself. I finally get up from bed and shower letting the warm water relax my muscles. I wash my body and than grab the shampoo to wash my hair.

Getting out of the shower I grab my phone from my bed. 2 new messages. who would text me ? Ough.

Opening the messages is from the one and only Cameron ALexander Dallas.

FROM ;Cam Dallas ; Hey Priscilla Are you okay ? I haven't seen you I'm school.

FROM ; Cam Dallas ; Priscilla I'm getting worried. Are you okay ? What's wrong ? Please answer I'm scared. Don't try anything if you don't answer in a minute I'm going over to your house !

The text messages where sent a minute ago so I thought I should text him back before he leaves school. Again.

TO; cam Dallas ; I'm fine. don't leave school.

I set my phone back down on my bed and go to the living room to watch abc Family sense it's my absolute favorite channel, and for my luck they are giving 'the fosters'.

"fuck yes " I scream. To myself turning up the volume to 50.

I grown at the sound of someone knocking on my door. Really ? Right when Jesus is taking he's shirt of ? You got to be kidding me.

I Jogged to the door opening it to find myself in front of Cameron.

No words are coming out of my mouth. I don't really know what to say.

"You texted me not to come but I was already in my way." cameron says giving me a half smile.

"Oh. H-hey" I stuttered. I'm still a little but nervous around him.

"Can I come in?" Cameron ask pointing inside the house .

I move out of the way. "y-yah"

I lock the door behind him and jump on the couch next to him. I scratch my arms irresistibly getting the urge to cut.

No. I cant. I'm stronger than this. STOP. I think I myself, as the urge grows bigger and bigger. It didn't take Cameron long to figure out what was going on.Cameron gently grabs my chin, making me look into he's nice chocolate eyes."your strong" he says softly.

"No. S-stop. I can't hold it" I spoke while tears once again streamed down my face. I really can't hold it. I have to cut. I have to .

"Look at me" He whispers. I turn my eyes to look into he's once again and before I knew it my soft pink lips where connecting with Cameron's soft pink plum ones.

"I believe in you" he whispered.

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This chapter was Short and pointless (like your dick) ;) Lol.

Okay so yesterday I decided I should keep writing because you guys do actually read my terribly written fan Fic.

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AHHHHHH MELLA SHIPPERS (: CAMERON IS REALLY BEING NICE. YOU THINK THIS IS JUSY ANOTHER GAME OR HE ACTUALLY IS FALLING FOR PRISCILLA ?

Do you guys actually like the ship name "Mella "?

OKAAAY BYEE BABES JUST THOUGHT ILL UPDTE FOR YOU GUYS A LITTLE SOMETHING BECAUSE I LOVE YAAAH (;

Bye xxx

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