I guess he'll never know about how I truely felt for him, the thousand times my heart would ache for him to see me how I see saw him. He's happier with her now I guess and I'm happy with the guy I have now. But the page is still left a blank. There are still questions that need to be answered from him and I what we where...and what we are now...
I guess he'll never know the times I tried, what I did for him , what I was willing to do for him and what he did to me... I still see it in my dreams sometimes... He still is always on my mind, If he's out or not, at a party or not, is he safe or not, if he's having an anxiety attack? heart attack? is he alright now. all these run though my head... I know they shouldn't they should be about the guy I'm with now...
I said I'll stay
I said I'll be there for you no matter what, but now it's killing me knowing he's now with her... I wonder if he feels the same...
I said it's ok... when I was with him for a day he had a small anxiety attack I sat there hugging form the right side of him.
He said we where possible... to someone else a few days ago
He ran off with my heart... in November
Little does he know he still carries a part of it around with him now... even when he's with her he still does...
