It's been like this for hours
It's been like this since I was little
It's not stopped
It's the fear
My bed is covered in tears
My life is a mess
My sanity is slowly dying
My friends have left me now
I'm all alone
It's all happening inside my head
They say "it can't get as worse as mine"
They say "just forget about it"
They say "it will get better"
They say "stop thinking about it"
But can you?
When your whole life has collapsed
When you wake up shaking
When you wake up crying
When your heart is pounding like your gonna die
I don't know how I can live like this.
I don't know how long it's gonna take.
I don't know what's going to happen this time.
I don't know if I'm going to wake up.
I don't know if I'm safe.
But that's just anxiety, i guess.
