Requested by @unkown289
[Neutral!Reader]
[Warning: suicidal material]
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Flurries of snow gradually descended from the heavens and unto the sidewalk, uproaring winds causing the white wonder to flourish throughout the wind and cloud the atmosphere. The pine trees that stood tall and evident behind buildings had already been smothered in the delicate substance, and the setting sun had only added to the effect with the shimmer it reflected upon it.
Of course, you weren't all attentive to the winter wonderland that surrounded you. Thoughts were violent like a vortex within your mind, and the only sighting that took before you was your trudging boots, filled with melted snow and freezing your toes completely numb. You released a sad sigh, the cloud of your own breath trailing in the wake of your footprints. You thrusted your hands deeper within your heavy coat, one hand meeting with the piece of folded paper you've been carrying around all day.
A suicide note.
You've at last came to the conclusion that today would be your last. You were so done with past mistakes crawling back as a little voice inside your head, merely a whispery scream draining the last bit of your sanity into a void of absolute nothingness. After you've fell into the trap of satan himself, his flattery of a promise to restore the broken relationship between your family, the consequences of allowing a demon to possess you had finally caught up.
And ever since he had deceivingly gotten what he wanted from you, Bill has been taking advantage of the remnants of power and dominance he still held over your mind—as though the emotional scars he had stabbed you with was not satisfying enough for his demented mind, but he also wanted to watch you burn until you were nothing but a pile of ashes, drifted astray throughout the winds.
And seemingly, he was currently winning this twisted game.
Your temperament has been evidently changing, sudden violent outbursts against the innocent souls that surround you. In the heat of the moment, it feels as though you enjoy the spontaneous pain you inflict upon others, a demonic smile always following about your actions, but you acknowledged that it wasn't you—it's all that god-forsaken demon.
Though, because of Bill's actions, you've not only lost your job, but you were also charged with assault fines multiple of times. You couldn't afford to pay nones of these due to your lacking paycheck, let alone the rental for your home. In fact, your electric and gas had already exceeded their due dates, hence you were left in a cold and dark abode. Your landlord even left you with a notice to end your tenancy early for the lacking payment of rent, though that would mean you'd be left homeless.
Everything you've worked so hard for in life, the distraction you had created from the reality of your fucked family, was slowly crumbling right before your eyes, and there was absolutely nothing you could do about it. Bill had won over your sanity, and soon he would use you to hurt and kill anyone as he pleases. But with your life already on the line and nothing more to lose, you were going to use any remaining power to prevent such havoc from happening, deleting yourself from the world you've come to know.
You entered inside your chilled home, the slamming door leaving you into the dim room only sourced with the strays of the sunset sneaking through the blinds. You pushed your woolen hoodie off your head, though left the heavy attire on for the sake of warmth. You then headed about your small room, pulling out the crumbled piece of paper from your jacket and unfolding it.
With furrowed brows, you ran your hand out to unwrinkle it, before mentally reading over your formal writing.
"Dear Mabel,
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Mellifluous || Gravity Falls x Reader
FanfictionMusical one shots featuring numerous Gravity Falls' characters ─ canon and AUs of all kind. Each one shot chapter will be based off of a song that inspires me to write. I hope you enjoy and if you have any suggestions, please let me know! |♪| Rated...
