I jump off the bed to open the door. "What are you doing?" Liv questions.

"Going to see what's happening out there. Why?" I question.

"Hmm" she quietly replies. I walk towards the door and open it. It's Zayn, he is bruised around his eyes. He's fighting with someone, a boy with blonde quiffed hair just like Zayn's.

"Zayn stop!" I scream as he continues to punch the boy. He immediately stops and turns to look at me, as he does this the smaller boy uses this as an advantage and punches Zayn at least seven times. The boy gets up and gives Zayn a kick in the lower stomach.

I quickly run over to Zayn but he pushes me away. "Thanks alot" he scoffs. "I thought I told you to keep away from me" he snaps causing me to take a step back.

"I'm sorry. I didn't like seeing you hurting that boy" I look towards the ground.

"That boy deserved it. He hasn't been paying rent and he's trashed the room he was staying in. So I need to get it sorted before my parents get back"

"Sorry it's just, I don't think violence is the answer" I add a small smile but he pulls a face.

"Dear Kylie, violence is always the answer" he stands up wiping excess blood from his nose. "Especially if your in this game" he adds and walks down the hall to the exit. I stand there for a few minutes. What does he mean 'if your in this game?' I decide I have no other choice than to approach Niall and Liam, they must know something.

...

C100, I look at the door before I knock. I hear footsteps towards the door.

"Kylie, hi!" Liam smiles. He moves from the door to let me in. He is dressed in a white tank top with light blue loose jeans. Niall is lying on the bed on a laptop. He is wearing a white shirt and slightly darker blue jeans.

"Hi Kylie" Niall hugs me. I sit on Liam's bed looking directly at Niall. Liam is sat next to me.

"I hope I don't sound rude or nosy but I really need to know a few things. Please?" I gesture a kind smile.

"Um sure, what about?" Nialk asks. Liam nods.

"it's about Zayn. I know that you two used to be friends with him back home and last night I was at his house party and I read a little bit of his diary. He came in before I could finish reading the whole entry"

"Well what was it about?" Liam questions.

"It was from about a year ago. He was writing it on the plane to New York. Harry and Louis were coming with him. He also said that he'd only just started university and he had to move" I paused. "And then he said because of everything that happened with. And that's when he came in and took it off me" I sat straight. Maybe I'm afraid of what I might hear.

"Who's names do you think were going to be said next?" Niall asks.

"Yours" I reply. "Please tell me what happend. I need to know" I pleaded. They both looked at eachother.

"Ok" Niall replied. "I'll tell you. It was about two years ago. We we're five best mates. We did everything together. Yes Zayn, Harry and Louis were older than us, but I didn't matter. Anway, close to Christmas Zayn's sister was raped and murdered" I widened my eyes and looked towards Liam and he sadly nodded. That's why he wouldn't let me get the buss or a taxi back here. "Zayn was furious, she was his twin. We got evolved with a gang. We all wanted to find out who did this to her. It turned out eventually that this gang never planned on helping us find the killer they just wanted us lads to do their dirty work form them"

"Oh Niall" I gasped.

"Drug hiding, possession of illegal weapons and fighting. In the end they called the Police on us and Zayn. Harry and Louis began to side with Zayn and me and Liam slowly drifted away from them three. They told the Police everything that gang made us do. The gang got arrested but they have 'friends' or 'people' who are out looking for them three to kill them for snitching"

After Niall finishes I turn around and see Zayn. "You can't keep your nose out can you" he shouts. "I came her to fucking apologise to you. Why the fuck should I" he slams the door.

I jump up and run after him. "Zayn!" I shout. He stops and turns around. I quickly walk towards him. "I'm sorry about your sister, I understand why you did what you did. I'm sorry for reading your diary, I'm sorry for invading your privacy" I notice that we have moved extremely close to eachother. "And I'm sorry for letting that boy..." he cuts me off.

"Shh" he whispers pressing his index finger to my lips. I look into his eyes and I see through him. He is a scared vunrable boy, who got into trouble trying to find out who hurt his twin sister. His twin, your other half. He closes his eyes and moves his lips on to mine. Our mouths move together in sync. My mind is screaming at me to stop but I can't. With all my power I hate this boy. But maybe that's what's attracting me to him. Love hate.

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So what do you all think? Yes or no? Do you have a good ship name? Please vote and comment. I am trying my best to update weekly but with school it's hard to fit it all in. I hope to write a few preferences in my other book too, I just need ideas so if you have an idea for a preference you'd like me to do please let me know. I'm stuck for ideas at the moment.

Thanks for reading ily

Francesca x

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