Our kiss continues. My fingers have found their way into Zayn's hair and his hands are resting on my lower back. The feeling is something I've never felt before. It feels like fireworks are in my mouth.
A few moments later we both break the kiss. My heart is beating a thousand times a second, or at least it feels it. My lips feel swollen and I notice how pink and puffy Zayn's are.
I noticed something in his eyes as we kissed, I'd never seen anything like it. It looked like happiness. Maybe because I know about his sister or maybe because he's never kissed a girl that he actually liked before.
I look at Zayn and smile. "So do you want to get some coffee?" I ask smiling.
"Um no thanks" he shakes his head. I give him a confused look.
"What about our kiss?" I ask.
"Oh that?" he questions. "That was just to shut you up" he laughs and slowly starts to walk away. I stand still for a few minutes. How could you just kiss someone to 'shut them up'?
"Oi" I shout to him. He turns around with a horrible sumg smirk on his face.
"Want more do you?" he laughs obviously thinking way too much of himself. Everything he's just said in these few moments have made my stomach turn. What makes him think he can talk to women this way? I don't answer him and he eventually walks off. Surely he can't kiss with that much passion and then say that it meant nothing?
I push my thoughts away as Niall approaches me. I give him a sad look and he returns me a sympathetic one.
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"How is it going sweetie? Have you made friends? Oh I hope so. No partying I hope" my mother rambles through the phone but I can't focus. I reply with a simple "yep".
I can't stop thinking about how badly Zayn treated me. My mother continues to go on but I am not listening at all. I stare at the ceiling. I was invited to another party tonight and I haven't answered Liv yet, she's getting ready right now.
Mum called before I could answer Liv, which I used as an excuse not to answer her. I want to go as I really do need to make friends before the semester starts tomorrow.
"Kylie? Kyles? Hello? Why are you ignoring me?" I pick my phone up off my bed and place it against my ear.
"Sorry mum, I have so many things to sort out for tomorrow and it's 6:30pm. I'm going to have a shower and then go to sleep. I'll call you tomorrow. Night mum." I hang up.
When I turn back around to face Liv she is sitting on her bed looking at me.
"What?" I smile.
"You know what" she widens her eyes. Her red tight dress creasing at the top.
"I'd come but..."
"Yes I know, the semester starts tomorrow. Ok, stay till 11pm then? Please" she smiles.
"But you left me last night" I point out.
"When? Zayn came back and said you wanted to go and didn't want to wait for me" she explains. So Zayn lied? To get rid of me?
"Zayn told me you left with your 'fuck buddy'" I explain.
"Fuck buddy? I wish" she laughs. My stomach turns at the idea.
"So Zayn lied to get rid of me then?" I ask. Liv just shrugs.
"Please come. Pleaseee" she whines. I suppose staying till eleven won't hurt. And obviously I won't drink.
"Fine I'll come" Liv hugs me and smiles.
"So what are you going to wear?"
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8:33pm, My phone displays. I'm sat outside on that bench again. I've been insulted twice. I decided to wear blue skinny jeans, and a loose flowery top and black ballet shoes.
I keep asking myself why I agreed to come here. I should be back at the dorms organizing my bag, books and what I'm going to wear. Instead I'm sat here outside bu myself.
I receive a text off Niall.
*Hi. You ready for tomorrow? English tomorrow, I'll see you there*
I smile and reply.
*Yeah, can't wait. Organizing all my stuff x* I reply.
*Sorry to be nosy but Liam stopped at your room before but no answer. Hope you're ok?* Shit. Wait, why am I saying shit? Niall is my friend but he can't control me.
*Yes, everything's fine :) x*
*Ok :p! I will see you tomorrow. Good luck!* He answers.
*Same to you. Night Niall x* I lock my phone and place it in my small clutch bag.
"Would you like a drink?" a tanned boy asks sweetly. Should I except a drink off a stranger? I am thirsty.
"Yeah, sprite please" I smile
"Cool" he replies. "One minute"
He returns with my drink and hands me it. It's a very large glass but I gulp it all down quickly. It tasted very strong not like the sprite I'm used too.
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I walk back into the large house through the back door. The kitchen is very crowded. I'm positive there are more people here tonight than last night's party.
I search the living room for Liv but I can't see her. I walk around the whole downstairs until I come across I door open slightly with a light shining out onto the downstairs hall.
I walk up to the door about to open it until I hear whispering.
"You shouldn't have told her I left with a guy; I don't want her thinking things" I hear.
"What? That you're a whore? She'd be right!"
"Well I've got to earn money, Zayn!" As I try to listen more my phone begins to ring, bloody mother! I hit the decline button to shut up the phone.
"Did you hear that?" Liv asks.
I quickly run towards the kitchen. When I enter the garden I walk back to the familiar bench and sit down. I definitely do not want them knowing what I heard. Liv a prostitute? A whore? It was definitely Zayn but was he definitely talking to Liv?
An hour later Zayn walks outside, he walks over to the bench I'm sitting on and places himself next to me. I scotch away from him but the bench isn't massive. We sit in silence for a while until he breaks the blissful silence.
"I love this bench you know" he turns to look at me. "Whenever something happens either on campus or at home I just come out here to be alone, just to think you know. We used to have a bench just like this back home. I used it back then aswell, but not for thinking or getting away from anyone" he quickly brushes off the topic.
"Um maybe I should go. Leave you to think" I reply. Starting to get up.
"No!" I look at him confused, why would he want me to stay? "I mean whatever stay if you want or go if you want. I mean it's ten o'clock and with the semester starting tomorrow you probably should already be in bed asleep." Why is he mocking me? Can't he just be nice for once?
"Yeah, I probably should get to my bed. This event you call a 'party' is that boring I'm nearly falling asleep" I stand up and walk towards the kitchen to leave.
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Omg how funny was Louis slaying naughty boy. I can't believe Zayn tweeted that though.
Francesca x
