I wish I could leave I wish I could run this pain is too much I wish I was numb. I can't stop crying I can't stop hurting you leave me no choice but to feel I'm unworthy. I drink way too much I'm high all the time but this is the way I can hardly survive. I wish I could forgive I wish I could forget but my thoughts remind me you're the one I'm in love with. I sit and I cry I try and try I'm never enough I'm not sure why. I know you want more I know I'm not the one you really adore.
