I hate you I love you that's what they all say all I ever wanted was for you to stay. I stay up and cry, my eyes are never dry. I'm so sad yet so happy that you're mine but then again that's just what I tell myself just so I can get by. I'll try to move on I'll try to keep calm but I can't make a promise that I'll really stay strong. I'm sorry I'm sad I'm sorry I gave in I'm sorry that I believed you because you're the biggest sin. Truly I want to trust truly I do but I give and I give and there's nothing you do. Nothing to say nothing can change since I continue to love you day after day. I wish I could forgive I wish I could forget but all you ever did was treat me like shit. I hate you I hate you so much I hate you because you took all of my trust. You take and you take until there's nothing left now all I have is my very last breath. I tried to stay strong but you prove me wrong that I can't live without you god I wish I was gone.
