My 24/7 | F. A

Emerson #3

~unedited~

|Emerson|
i woke up around 8:30 with alex's arm around my waist. he's asleep? he's never asleep. i smiled and tried to move his arm off of my waist but he wouldn't let me move.
"alex." i said shaking him.
he groaned and turned around. i laughed and got up. i took a quick shower and got dressed into a black sports bra, black ripped jeans, and an oversized blue jean jacket. i put on my jordans again because they're my favorite. i also put on my fake glasses, i thought they looked cool. i walked back into my room and saw alex awake and on his phone.
"hey you finally woke up." i said smiling
he looked up and smiled back.
"imma go get ready." he said yawning.
i laughed and nodded. he walked out of my bedroom and went to his. he's driving me crazy. his smile, his laugh, his personality, the way he freezes when he talks sometimes, they way he cares about others, the love he has for his fans and his friends/family, the way he is always there for me no matter what, the way he can make me smile when i'm in my worst mood, and the way he doesn't think sometimes and says the stupidest stuff. i like him a lot, but we're best friends. i really don't wanna ruin anything. i need alissa.
i walked to her and banks room and knocked on the door,
"alissa i need advice." i said.
"coming!" she yelled.
she ran out of her room and pulled me straight into my room.
"it's about alex isn't it?" she asked smirking.
i nodded and sat down on my bed.
"i don't know what to do Alissa, we're best friends i don't wanna ruin anything. it's just he's driving me insane with his cuteness. he's a fucking idiot but i want to be able to say that he's my idiot." i said groaning, face planting into my pillow.
she laughed and rubbed my back.
"babe. you like him, maybe even love him but you can't be afraid to admit it. i know you don't want to ruin anything but he is your best friend and he always will be, no matter what. even if you guys get together and break up he will always be in your life. you two are literally like the same person. he likes, loves, you too. don't be afraid, just go for it. i don't want you to grow older and regret not telling him. so you are going to get up and go tell him how you feel Emerson. Now!" Alissa preached.
i looked at her "i can't, alissa i can't lose him."
she smiled softly and said, "baby, you won't. i promise you."
i took a deep breathe. am i really about to do this?
"you got this baby, i'll be right here waiting for you. i have your back no matter what. it's you and me forever." alissa said hugging me.
i walked out of my room and walked to alex's. i knocked on his door and waited for a response. i heard a 'come in' and walked inside his room.
"oh hey em, what's up?" he asked.
"i need to talk to you about something." i said nervously.
"yeah me too." he said also kinda nervous.
i nodded "you first." i said.
"look i really like you Em, i have for a while. i just didn't want to say anything because i didn't wanna ruin our friendship and everything. just everything about you drives me insane. you're on my mind 24/7, i mean i can't go 10 minutes without thinking of you. i get it if you don't feel the same or anything, just forget i said anything." he said getting anxious.
i smiled and quickly kissed him. it took him a few seconds to process what was going on then he kissed me back.
oh my god, you know how people say they feel sparks? that wasn't like this. i felt like i actually belonged somewhere, like i was made to do this. his lips were so soft and there were a million butterflies in my stomach. i was actually relaxed for the first time in a long time.
we pulled away and looked right in each others eyes. he looked at me and put his hand on my cheek and leaned in again.

we pulled away and smiled at each other.
"look i really don't want to lose our friendship but i really fucking like you. will you be my girlfriend?" Alex asked me looking me in my eyes.
"hell yeah!" i said laughing.
he laughed and leaned in and connected our lips again. this feels so right. i'm so fucking happy right now.
"i gotta go finish this video real quick. we're hanging out tonight, and before you say anything you really don't have a choice." alex laughed disconnecting our kiss.
i nodded smiling and went back to my room.
"what happened?!!" alissa asked as soon as i shut my door.
"i'm faze adapts girlfriend.." i said with the biggest smile on my face.
alissa screamed and starting jumping up and down with me joining her.
"i'm so happy!" i said.
"i'm so happy for you!" Alissa said.
"he said we are hanging out later tonight so i'm gonna work on some of my music until then." i said grabbing my guitar. she smiled and sat down.
"i wanna hear something." she said.
i closed my eyes and started strumming on my guitar.

"you're so talented Emerson!" Alissa cheered.
"awh thank you liss, i love you best friend." i said hugging her.
"i love you too." she said returning the hug.

~A couple hours later~
"hey em, can i come in?" Alex asked knocking on my door.
i smiled and opened my door. he smiled and kissed my cheek. i blushed and playfully pushed him away.
he laughed and asked, "wanna go get something to eat?"
"yeah sure, but you're driving." i said walking out of my bedroom. he laughed and followed me.
"that's fine with me." he said connecting our hands and intertwining our fingers.
i smiled and walked outside where his gtr was parked and saw something i never expected to see.
"what the hell are you doing here?" i asked disgusted..

~authors note~
who do you guys think it is? i'm trying really hard to make this book really enjoyable. please comment ideas or things you want to happen, i'm really going to need all of your inputs/opinions.
                                                     bye guys