I Want To Love You (Detch)

Broken... (Braden's POV)

(AN: It says Braden's Pov in the chapter name because this whole chapter will be in Braden/Corl's Pov!)

I wake up the next morning. Last night was just the worst. I get up and put on some comfortable clothes. I head upstairs and see Denis in the kitchen cooking something. My heart starts beating. He turns around and I start to blush. "Oh, Hey Braden!", Denis says, smiling. I can't help but stare at him. His chocolate brown hair and his beautiful smile was adorable. "Uh, h-hey!", I say. "I made breakfast!", Denis says, with a proud smile. "Can you go wake up the other guys for me?", he says. "S-sure", I say.

I head up stairs into Alex's room. He looked a little adorable sleeping. I didn't want to wake him but I did anyways. I shake him vigorously. He wakes up and yawns. "What do you want?", Alex says. He sits up. "You don't have to be rude, okay?", I say. He frowns at me. "Look, I know we had our ups and downs last night but can we just forget about that", I say bashfully. He looks at me for a moment. He looks down and then back at me and says," I-I guess....". His tired eyes meet with mines for a few seconds. He then looks away again. "Uhm... Well, Denis made breakfast. He asked me to wake you up...", I say. Alex looks back at me, with a little adorable tiny smile on his face. "I-I'll be down in a minute", he says, shyly. "Okay, cya then!", I say.

I walk out with a strange feeling in my stomach. I think I'm beginning to get feelings for Alex too? No! That's not it! I can't be! I like Denis! Even if Alex AND Elijah likes him, I think i'll have a higher chance of getting with him. I don't even know anymore I'm getting so many mixed emotions right now!

I didn't know where Elijah sleep but I checked Denis' room. He was on the floor fast asleep, snoring, very cutely on the floor. His messy hair is everywhere. I neal down and shake him lightly. "Elijah," I whisper. He moves a little but doesn't get up. "5 more minutes mom", he says, sleepily. I laugh silently. I shake him but a bit more harder. He opens his eyes a little. "Oh..Hey Braden", he says with a tired smile. I smile back. "Hey, uhm, Denis wants us to come down for breakfast", I say. He nods slowly, closing his eyes, and laying back down. "I-i'll be down...in...a bit...", he says going back to sleep. I shake my head. I walk out of Denis' room and head back downstairs.

Denis is sitting at the table with 3 other plates around the table. "Hey", Denis says smiling. His smile was so adorable. I blush a little. "H-hey", I say. "Come sit down", he says patting the seat next to him. I sit down. "Where's everyone else?", Denis asks. "Alex should be down in a few and Elijah...he went back to sleep", I say. "Hm, he must've had a long and tiring night", he says. I was zoning out a bit. My heart was racing because I was sitting this close to him. "Maybe I should tell him...", I thought. I figet with my hands. I decided I was going to tell him.

"D-Denis? Can I-I a-ask you s-something?", I ask stuttering a lot. "Yeah? What is it?", he asks. I take a deep breath and count to 3. "Okay, uhm, I was wondering if you would like to go ou-", I get interrupted by Elijah coming down the stairs screaming. "WOO!", He yells. Alex follows behind. "I can't wait for the trip!", Elijah says excitedly. "Wait! Aren't we leaving tomorrow?", I ask. "Yeah, but I have to pick up Sub in a bit", Denis says. He looks back at me. "Anyways, what did you want to ask me Braden?", he asks. I blush a little. "I-i'll tell you later", I say a bit embarrassed.

We talk as we eat our breakfast. I see Elijah staring at Denis blushing a little. I wonder what's going on in his head. I then remember that last night he confessed that he liked Denis. "Elijah! Are you okay?", I ask. He stops staring and then looks at me blushing a lot! "I-I-I....", he says. He stands up and runs upstairs to the bathroom and slams the door. "Uhm, I-I'll go check on him...", Alex says. He runs up stairs.

"Now's my chance!", I thought. "I-I hope he's okay", Denis says. "Y-yeah", I say. I'm finally about to confess my love for Denis. "D-Denis, about earlier...", I start to say. "Actually, c-can we go t-to m-my room and talk?", I ask. "Uhm, sure", Denis says. We get up from the table and go to my room.

We sit on the bed. "So, what did you want to talk to me about?", Denis asks. I blush a little. "I-I like you...a-and I wanna d-date y-y-y-you...", I stammer. He stares at me for a long while. "Why did I do this?!? This was stupid", I thought. He finally says something. "Oh..I-I don't know what to say...", He says. Out of nowhere I say," Say you love me...". I blush realizing how stupid that sounded. Denis blushes really hard. "I-I-I'm sorry...Braden, but I don't li-" before he can finish his sentence, I plant my lips on his. I-I can't believe I kissed him. I think he likes me though cause he kisses me back.

Alex and Elijah then come running into the room. "DENIS I-", Elijah starts to say. Me and Denis stop kissing. Denis turns really red. Elijah pushes Alex out of the way and runs away crying. He goes into Denis' room and slams the door. Alex leaves to with a sad look on his face.

"B-Braden...I don't like you...", Denis says. What?!? "I-I like someone else...I'm sorry...", Denis says. I feel a bit of anger rise up in me. "B-BUT YOU KISSED ME!", I yell. Denis frowns. "No! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO KISSED ME!", he yells. "T-then why did you kiss me back", I say. Tears start rolling down my face. "I-I...I don't know...", he says. "I don't care! GET OUT!", I say. Denis walks upstairs to the living room. I start crying. "WHY ME?! Why do I always get my heart broken!", I wail. I lay down on my bed crying into my pillows. If Denis doesn't like me then that could only mean that he likes either Alex or Elijah. Sub? I don't know about him but I highly doubt that he likes him.

Maybe I should just stop loving people. Then, I wouldn't get my heart broken. I would just stay single forever. I just sit and cry in my room. I deserve this. I did a bad thing. I hurt Elijah and Alex's feelings. I even made Elijah cry. I made a horrible mistake. "I diserve to be rejected...I DISERVE IT!", I yell while crying. I diserved it. I decided to start...

hurting myself...

(Woah! That took a turn didn't it!?? Anyways, HAPPY NEW YEARZ! Here's a chapter three that you've all been waiting for! What will happen in the next chapter??? xoxo <3)