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Chapter Twenty-Five 💜💜💜💜💜

Lisa's P.O.V
Since I promise Chaeyoung that I will talk to Jimin, I texted him saying that I'll meet him in the park in front of our dorm.

I was about to grab the doorknob when someone spoke behind me "Oh, where are you going soo early in the morning?" Jennie unnie asked with her sleepy voice. "U-unnie, annyeong" I laughed nervously "I just want to take a walk outside" then I started fidgeting, getting nervous all of a sudden "It's very unusual for you to wake up at this hour, you usually wake up in the afternoon, well except if we have a schedule in the morning, but we don't have today" she said suspiciously "Oh well you can go, just be careful okay?" I sighed in relief and said "Ne unnie" then I hurriedly grab the doorknob and went outside.

When I arrived at the Park I saw Jimin sitting down in one of the swings while looking down. "Jimin!" I half-shouted making sure no one is around, Jimin slowly lifted up his head then smiled at me. "Hi", I went to him and sat beside him, "Well, I called you here to talk to you about Chaeyoung" he didn't say anything so I looked at him and I saw him looking down playing with the sand beneath his feet, "So you already know?" he asked with a hint of sadness in his voice "Yeah" there's an awkward silence between us for a while. "When did it start?" I asked, he looked at me and gave me a small smile before answering "I don't actually really know when it started but all I know is that I like you, a lot" I was taken aback with his answer and said "Jimin you're just having mixed feelings, you just think that you like me since we always hang out with each other and you and Chaeng haven't talked since the two of you broke up before you go saying things that you like, you have to be sure of your feelings first so that you won't regret anything in the future" he didn't say a thing and just looked at me but he finally smiled and said "I don't know why but I feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't gonna happen" I fell silent and thought of something that I can say to him, but he spoke and it broke my heart into tiny pieces "And I think, the thing that I've been waiting for, is for you to accept my feelings and it hurts to think that you can't" I looked at him in the eyes and I saw tears running down his cheeks. I reached for him to wipe away his tears but he avoided it and said "Don't do that, I might get the wrong idea again", "Please don't waste your tears for me, I'm not worth it Jimin, you deserve someone better" I looked away, stood up and was about to walk away but his words made me stop from my tracks "And you're saying that someone is Rosé?" I looked back at him and said "Yes" then gave him a warm smile before walking away.

Jimin's P.O.V
I broked down when she left, is it true? Am I having mixed feelings, but why does my heart hurts so badly just by the fact that she can't accept my feelings?

Lisa's P.O.V
I sighed and I felt tears rolling down my cheeks, Lisa it's okay you chose the right decision.

I went back to our dorm and when I arrived I saw Chaeyoung in the living room watching TV, then she looked at me and smiled "Where have you been? Did you talk to him?" she asked while gesturing for me to sit down beside her. "I did but it didn't go too well" I replied and looked at her in the eyes "And why is that?" I was about to answer her when someone spoke behind us "Lisa we need to talk, come with me" I nodded my head and followed Jennie unnie "What is it unnie?" I asked, she sighed and said "I know you met up with Jimin a while ago and I saw him crying" I looked at her not believing every word that she spoke, "Tell me the truth Lisa, are you dating someone behind our back?" I looked down, not able to answer her "Lisa, answer me", "I am, but it's not Jimin, it's Ju-" I got cut off when she suddenly changes her tone that got me really nervous "I don't care who you're dating with, but why Lisa? I thought you wouldn't do that, but I was wrong, I shouldn't get my hopes up to high" she was about to walk away when I held her wrist, but she shoved my hands away and said "Don't talk to me, not until you broke up with him, just make sure you do Lisa, I don't want our career do be broken just because of you" then she completely walked away and I was left there dumbfounded. I ran inside my room then cried, I heard a knock on my door but I didn't answer it, so I heard the door opening and someone sat beside me rubbing my back "I heard everything" it was Jisoo unnie "It's not wrong to like someone Lisa, it's just that, it's not the right time to date someone now in this kind of situation, we need to clear things out first, we don't want to have another issue, do we? Let's just wait okay? Everything will be fine, just hold on and fight for what is right, just remember that no matter what will happen I will be here to support your decision whether it would be us or him" I cried harder when I heard those words from Jisoo unnie, I know she can be mean sometimes but she can also be trusted. "Unnie what should I do?" she gave me a faint smile and said, "What do you think is the right decision?" I thought of what Jisoo unnie said for a while, but I can't seem to find the right answer to her question. "Lisa, can I ask you something?" I nodded my head at her "Who are you dating?" I looked down and started playing with my hands "Jungkook", "I knew it" I look at her, eyes wide open "What do you mean?" she chuckled slightly and said "It was very obvious Lisa, the way you look at him every time the both of you will talk, the way you smile every time you'll get a text from him, I haven't seen you that happy Lisa since you've been a trainee here" I blushed at her words, was I that obvious and unnie's right, since I left Thailand I haven't feel soo happy ever since. "Unnie, I want to choose our career, but I already promised him that I will fight with him, I know it's just starting but why do I feel like I want to give up already? But I don't want to disappoint him, I like him soo much to the point that I don't want him to get hurt" she looked at me for a while then said "If you think you can survive the battle, then why should you give up? You have someone that will fight with you anyways" after she said those words I finally decided that I will fight for our love and I hope that I won't regret this decision.

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A/N: Hiiiii!! This chapter was long. 😂. Sorry if there's any mistakes and lastly I won't be updating, not until next week since we have our exams on wednesday until friday. So that's all for today Thank you soo much for supporting my story ❤❤💜💜