Cos, I might just a little bit die inside.
Cos, I can love you better than her.
Cos, there’s no one I’d rather be than beside you.
Yeah, I’m still in pain. I’m broken beyond repair
Cos, I’m dying inside.
Cos, I can’t see myself with someone rather than her.
Cos, it’s her, it’s always been her.
Yeah, I’m still grieving, I can’t move on..
Why can’t you see me?, Can I be the one that you look at and I’m the only one you see, the only one that actually matters?
My tears are still falling from my eyes, this isn't about wishing she'd come back to me, and it's not about wishing someone would notice me. This is about surviving. This is about simply getting through tomorrow. And I still don’t know whether to love you or to be with her.
Prologue:
Ad’s pov:
Every day it feels like it’s raining at palagi akong walang payong. You promised me forever but I didn’t know forever means two years. You said walang iwanan asan ka na? wala ka sa tabi ko. I guess its true some promises are made to be broken.
FLASHBACK:
“some promises are made to be broken..Even if you did your best, there's some things in life that are inevitable which prevents you from keeping that promise."
END OF FLASHBACK
Yeah right. Promises? Paasa lang yan. Iniwan mo ako..
It’s been two years and the pain is still there. Still those memories keeps on haunting me.
You left me broken beyond repair.. and there’s no way of fixing it. *starts raining.*
Other side of the cemetery.
Ian’s POV:
Simula nung nawala ka, pakiramdam ko lagi nalang umuulan at wala akong panangga. Alam ko dapat maging masaya ako pero hindi ko kaya. Wala ka, wala na, wala na ang pinakamamahal ko. Masakit, hindi ko na alam gagawin ko. Nakabaon ka na, naiwan ako dito. Sabi mo pwede ako sumama diba?
FLASHBACK:
“I love you Adrian, I always do. You can still love someone even if wala na ako, I still want you to be happy, kung pwede lang sana na sumama ka din pero selfishness naman yun dba? I still want you to live your life to the fullest. Be happy Babe”
END OF FLASHBACK
Paano ako sasaya kung ikaw lang ang kasiyahan ko?
Maraming tutol pero kung ang pagsama ko lang sayo ang tatapos ng sakit gagawin ko.
It’s been two years already babe, and I’m alive but barely breathing.
You left me broken beyond repair.. and there’s no way of fixing it. *starts raining*
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Author's Note:
First story to so please do bare with me. I hadn't made up my mind. Haha! Kaya magulo pa to :D Ohwell. As if naman kasi ittuloy ko to :D
