Inside Out

VII

Jungkook's POV

I never thought that I missed my night ride this much.

Ever since I went out with Eunha, I barely had time to do anything on my own. She was in my every move from the moment I woke up, practice, gym, even my game time. But since I broke up with her, I was able to get myself up again. I hate that I hurt her but knowing the fact that she had a new man in the span of 2 weeks since we broke up gave me some ease. At least we both realize that it's what's best for us.

Me? I'm not looking for someone that fast. I think taking a deep breath is already very satisfying for me. And the first thing that came to my mind, is that I want to ride my bike to the Han River again.

It's funny how your muscles seems to remember the old habit cause mine just drag me to the park bench where I used to sit with Chaeyoung.

As I park my bike, I couldn't help but thinking about her.

We've lost contact ever since I'm in a relationship and so does she.

I never thought she'll be with Taehyung. People talked about her similarities with Jimin, even her members did talk about it. A thing or two that I heard from Taehyung is how he praised her performance especially her pretty voice. So when I found out that they're together, well, I couldn't help but wonder. I was the one beside her all this time and yet I was missing out on a lot of things. 

I sensed a bike coming from my right side and I could see it from a far, the hooded figure strolling with a bike that has a basket in front of it. I laughed at how the universe works its way. One second I thought about her and now she suddenly pops out of nowhere. Nice.

Her shocked face was nothing compared to the stupid big smile that I have on my face. 

She slowly took a seat beside me and I couldn't help but to tease her. Our old routine whenever we met each other. 

I mentioned Eunha to her and she asked me how I feel about it. I was contemplating a bit before I answer her questions. The truth is, I felt better, lighter, more relaxed than before. As I was about to answer her, I turned my sight to her and I was stunned. She's pretty that's for sure, no doubt about it and seeing her right now after sometime, I could see she's getting even prettier than before. She fixed a hair that fell loose from her hat and I saw the rich color of brown from her wavy locks. 

"I just realize it's been a while since I saw you and you look..."

She looked confused, pouting with her heads tilt to the side. Did her lips is naturally that pink or did she use some kind of lip balm cause that just makes her look more adorable than ever. 

Wait, why am I focusing on her lips? Did my heart just beats rapidly?

"Yes?"

Shoot, now I must have looked stupid. Heck, she knew me that much so why bother to hide it. I couldn't suppress my smile and said, "Never mind. Nothing."

I have felt more relaxed that's true but having her here is adding more to that feeling. I felt comfortable, I could be myself and do a lot of great things. For example, that piece of music that I've been working on. 

I could ask for her opinion! She's great at it. 

So I began to tell her about my project and she seemed so amazed by it. 

See? I wasn't wrong when I thought of Chaeyoung in the first place. 

I've been super packed with my schedule and Chae, well, she's got nothing to do for now. And so we've talked, chatted, face timing, any way possible except face to face meeting to talk about my music.

Until one night, when I've been practicing a new choreography with the super hard-working, dedicated, dance master of all time a.k.a J-hope, I rushed to the dorm to get showered and changed. After putting my white shirt on, I towel-dried my hair and my other hand is automatically browse to her name. Before I press 'call', I take a glance on my appearance at the mirror, fixing my messy hair here and there and then I thought to myself, why do I want to look so good when I just want to FaceTime with Chae? Hm, that's weird. But I don't want to look disheveled in front of her so the heck, I need to fix this a bit. 

A few seconds after I dialed her number and she's not picking up. 

It's 4.30am Jeon Jungkook. She needs her beauty sleep. 

I didn't realize that I got very disappointed, not be able to see that chipmunk cheek on the phone screen but then Chaeyoung's sleeping face is also emerged on my mind and I can't help but smile.

Holy, mother. 

She's your hyung's girlfriend. I shouldn't be thinking about her this much.

Jeon Jungkook, you are in a deep, deep trouble.  

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First of all, pardon me for my absence in writing. I'm still very much active in reading many lovely and amazing stories especially of Rosekook and Taerose but my work is killing me and I've been going back and forth with my story draft. I have a bunch of new stories to be written, but I made a promise to myself to complete this one first before I move on to another story.

Plus our girls long-postpone comeback is draining my energy as a blink. But after I went home from work today, I stumbled upon 'a new girl group''s dance practice video and I thought, 'hmm our girls are way better than them'. And then I start to re-watch the whole dance practice of Blackpink and that made me strong again. Knowing that they work so hard and passionately are very inspiring. So let's not lose hope fellow Blinks, we have to stay with them and give our endless love and support :)

So here's a bit of Jungkook's POV to let us know how he felt towards Chaeyoung so far. Will our Rosie be sway by Jungkook or will she stay true to Tae?