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by devvvv12

September 4, 2015

Selena

"Babe wake up," I opened my eyes and looked at Harry standing above me. I groaned and put the pillow next to me on top of my face.
"Love, you how to get up. Remember we're telling my mum today."

I lift my head up from under the pillow and grin at Harry. He puts his hands on my stomach and starts to talk to it. "How are my two baby's doing." He lifts up my shirt where a semi-prominent baby bump can be seen, and kissed it.

I smile at him and go to kiss him but I'm interrupted by Gemma barging in. "You guys are too cute I'm going to barf," Harry's head falls back and he laughs at his sisters remark. "As much as I'd love to watch you guys make out, mums made breakfast." And with that, she walks out.

I get out of the bed and start waking down stairs, Harry following close behind with a box in his hand. We all sit down at the table and I start making small talk with Robin. After we're almost finish Harry abruptly gets up.

"Harold! What are you doing?" Harry makes an inaudible reply but comes back later and grabs the box from behind him.

"Since Selena and I are very uncreative, this surprise will just have to do." He sits back down next to me, taking one of my hands into his. Anne looks at us suspiciously but starts to open the gift anyways.

She gasps and jumps up, holding the onesie in her hand. "Were going to be grandparents!" She says to Robin jumping up and down. I look over to Gemma who seems to be the least bit surprise.

"How far along are you?" She asks Selena. "Just about 15 weeks." She replies smiling up at me.

"I keep up with the news articles and you my friend, are very bad at hiding the fact you are pregnant," I look down embarrassed knowing how suspicious I made of look these past couple of weeks. "In my defense," I reply. "I didn't officially find out I was pregnant until a couple days ago, so half those photos were just a mere coincidence."

She grins at me and jumps up from her seat and puts her hand on my stomach. "I can't believe I'm going to be an Aunt!" I smile at her and fix my gaze to Harry who is staring at me. 'What?' I mouth to him. He shakes his head at me and smirks.

"Harry have you told your father yet?" Anne asks him concerned. "Yes, Selena and I FaceTimed him, along with her family last night."

"This is perfect timing since tour is ending soon." Harry nods but then sighs. "I know but I'm going to miss it," he stops for a second and runs a hand through his hair.

"Actually, I have another announcement to make," I look at him confused. I have no idea what he could be talking about. "Christopher Nolan wants to cast me in his upcoming film 'Dunkirk'."

I drop my fork that was in my hand and everyone's attention flicks to me. I look at him completely surprised and he looks back at me worriedly, not knowing what my reaction will be.

"That is so amazing!" Relief washes over his face and I wrap my arms around him.
"I know this sucks because of our baby and all but it will be okay. Filming doesn't start until May and should only be a year but I'll take breaks all the time. And I know it's starting right when the baby is due but I promise I will try to be there for all that I can. This is such a great opportunity, and it will give the chance not to just be known as the guy in a boy band. I-" I cut him off before he dies from lack of oxygen.

"I would be angry at you if you didn't take this opportunity. Obviously it won't be easy just like your mother said, it's not getting any easier, but I love you so we'll make it work."

I smile at him and hug him. Though I mean everything I said, I'm scared. I'm scared I'm going to have to do this alone. I'm scared he'll realize he doesn't want to be tied down while filming. I'm scared he will realize I'm not good enough for him. I'm scared that I will be too over whelmed with the baby. I'm scared I am going to ruin our baby's life because I won't be a good mother. I'm scared for our future together and whether we will be able to make it.