Old friend

Our downfall

Here's how it all Ended.. months after the party. Summer break.

        I pulled up to dae daes crib. He's jays close friend that's a producer. Jays been working on his music lately and really striving. And threw these months I've started to fall in love with him. with his  ambitious ways,  his voice, his little smile he shoots me when I wake up later then him while he's up writing lyrics, with the way he's so protective over me and seems to cares about every little thing I say. I walk up to the metal screen door and pull it open it made a rattling screeching noise then I knocked. Shortly after the door opened it was a middle aged women by the looks of it, even though she looked young.
" hello how are you " I said
" good and yourself" she said smiling patiently waiting for me to say why I was at her house.
"Oh sorry" I said rushing my explanation "I'm here for jay and dae dae I'm his girlfriend... not dae daes jays" I said a little anxious.
" oh no problem"she said "their in the basement you can just go to the side of the house there's a door just walk right in" she said using her hands to point.
" thank you for the help sorry to bother you" I said walking down the steps. I walked in the door to see a semi finished basement. It had a cool set up with the black lights and his equipment look legit.
"hey baby" I said sitting on his lap and giving him a peck "so watchu been working on, you been here since like 6am"
" you know I got to put in that work can't halfass my work you dig ?" He said grabbing his lyric book.
"yea" I said petting the top of his head "so lemme hear it" I said looking at him and then the book
"It's not finished theres something about the hook" he said going over the lyrics
"jay" I said impatiently waiting for him to just read it
"Ii dam" He said " came up with some bands Balmain the sweater, Truey the pants
He did it again
Damn I did it again, damn that boy shitted again
Juuging again, that boy juuging again
Did he just ...." he paused "uh did he just Did he just run off with your shit? damn
Did he just pull up in a whip? damn
Did he just fuck another bitch? yup
And she just did one hundred tricks, damn
She a freaky lil bitch
Smoking dope out the breeze, out the whip
Hand full of grams, other hand full of them bands
Hand full of grams, other hand full of them bands" he said then stopped and looked at me "so what do you think
"Babe I think it's amazing" I said grinning "but instead of pausing at that first part put something there"
"what you mean" he skimmed and revised the hook "like what ?" He asked
"Well shit" I started to think and looked at the book "did he just hit dub your bitch ?dam" I said then giggled trying to make an example
"copy I get it" He said
" did he just..." I said trying to think " hit another lick" my face lit up " because you gotta let em kno you outcher making that bread jhu hurddd" I said smiling
"I like that" he said nodding
" now go record that"
Dae dae put the beat on and jay walked to the booth and did the hook. Dae dae stopped the beat "I like the sound of that"
Dae dae said. Jay looked at me and put his thumb up asking for approval.
" that goes hard like deadass your gonna be big" I said
" for real ?" He said with this big cheesy smile "come here" I walked over to the booth and put my arms around his neck "look I have so much faith in you" I said I said kissing him
"I know you tell me all the time" he said putting his hands on my waist
" no , no deadass babe your so talented I just want you to know that and never doubt yaself" I said
"Why you getting so serious mamas" He asked
"I don't kno" I said wiping one tear running down my cheek and smiling at him "you good though ? you hungry I can go get you guys some food"
"you don't have to-" he said
" no it's okay what you want ? You know what I'll surprise you" with that I let go of him and walked away fast before he could tell I was crying. When I got to my car I just sat there sobbing for a little. I don't really know why I was crying, maybe because I'm scared or was scared of loosing him to that lifestyle because I knew he was gonna blow up.
About 20 minuets later I got back from the pizza shop with their food. I walked in to see them working, jay was in the booth still. I went to sit down the the leather love seat when a chick came out the bathroom. "ouu you guys ordered pizza" she says and try's to take to food out my hand. I held onto it tight. "excuse me" she try's to tug at the box again "did They not pay you yet ?" She asks lookin at dae dae "yo what's wrong with this-" she said when I cut her off  "nothings wrong with me but why are you here ? I'm just curious " I said with an attitude "I don't know you why u questioning me" she said
" I don't know you but your at my niggas studio sesh" I shrugged "now get off my food" when I said that jay came into the room " why u being rude for" he asked then took the food. I just rolled my eyes "you want some food dae dae" then he looked over to her "you hungry?" He asked her "if she's hungry she can run her ass down the street and get a fuckin honey bun" I said and shrugged             "you so petty" he said while shaking his head. " and ... bitches don't get crazy and expect me to feed them" and with that I grabbed a slice of pizza. Jay just stared at me in disbelief.
" nigga what, I'm done with this topic stop staring at me like I spit in shawty face" I said rolling my eyes. not to long after that I left because jay was acting funny. That night I got a text from Sinclair witch is jays bestfriend.
Sin:Yo
Me:wussup
I typed unsure not knowing why he was texting me because we only made small talk
Sin: jay told me what happened today I just wanted to let you know he was only acting like that because he was thrown off by how you was acting
Me: I get it but he didn't have treat me like that, like she was better than me or sum
Sin:yea Brodie fucked up if you was with me I would never make you feel like that
Me:don't say things you don't plan on doing 😋
Sin: say less like I can really change your life
Me: probably be better than this shit I'm dealing with jay
Sin: lemme help you feel better
Me: jays my boyfriend tho
Sin: tbh with you shawty jays gonna blow up, do you really think he's going to want a girlfriend there's going to be millions of girl that wanna be in your spot
Me: your right
Sin: don't you wanna be with a man that can give you what you need
Me: no not that there are mad bitches that want to be with him but he's with me
Me:he loves me
Sin: he be talkin to other girls
Me: like?
Sin: that girl from the studio I wasn't gone say nun because it's none of my business but I can't just let somebody like you just get played you deserve better
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I wanted to text back but so much shit was going threw my mind I know nothing good would come out of me texting him. I thought about texting jay but if I texted he could deny it like that so I decided to go to his house tomorrow, that way he couldn't lie easy.
The next day
I got up and started getting ready after I was done I went downstairs to the kitchen
"Hi mom" I say while grabbing a banana "hi nav listen after work today I'm going over Greg's so don't be tryna stay your little ass out all night " she says. I nod then head out the door to jays house. "Bye see you tomorrow" I say and shut the door. When I get in my car I text jay
"Hey baby we need to talk I don't like how things left off" I click send and drive off. Soon I pull up to his house. I check my phone for a text back but he didn't. Well he might be sleeping. I take the elevator up to the apartment and find my way to the door. I knock but nobody Answers. i reach to the top of the door to get the spare key and unlock the door. I head to jays room to wake him up. I twist the nob and push open the door. When the door opened I was stunned by what I saw. It was jay cuddled up with the girl from the studio. I felt a tear stream down my face.
sin was right I was getting played. I instantly got angry how could he do this to me. I reach down and grab basketball and throw it at his head. They both fling up. "Nav tf are you doing in my crib" he yells
"You know what fuck you, and fuck you" i looked at them whipping my face and with that i turn on my heal and stormed out. After that I sat in my car sobbing. Obviously the bond we built this past year was fake. He didn't care, his reaction proved it all. I picked up Brooke and filled her in to all the kayos going on.
"That's really foul he one fake ass nigga, you want me to get my brothers on that shit" she said sparking the L
"Nah it's okay i honestly want nothing to do with him" I said.
"You sure" she said handing the blunt to me.
"Yea" I said taking a hit. I ghost the blow the smoke out "it just sucks when you put energy , love and your faith into someone and they do you so dirty" I said taking other hit my eyes get watery from thinking about the situation.
"awe nav" she says and hugs me. And the crying starts again.
"Get the fuck off me Brooke" I say laugh crying
"Shut up you need this" she says and squeezes tighter. We sit in my car listening to music.
"Brooke I'm late" i say I look at her
"Noooo" she looks at me. After talking we go get a pregnancy test from the store along with some snacks. We decided to go to my house since nobody would be home. Brooke told me she would be with me while I take it so that was the plan but when we got inside my mom was there.
"Hi naveya , hi Brooke" she greeted us. We say hi back .
"Why are you home" I ask
She looks at me side ways "me and Greg got into a argument and I pay the bills so I can" she says
"Ok come on Brooke" we leave to the bathroom
"So how are you feeling" she asks me while opening the chocolate
"I feel like I should feel worse but I'm high" I say and we bust out laughing. I opened the box pee and place it on the counter. "This is nerve racking" I say then turn to the opening door. "So what do you want for dinn-" my mom says when her eyes land on the test.
Brooke quickly says "I'm sorry miss jasmine I just couldn't take the test at my house my siblings are over bearing"
"It's okay Brooklyn are you okay, does you mom know" my mom asks
"no , well I don't even know" she says looking at my mom then me. I sit by letting her take responsibility. "it's mine" I say quietly . They both look at me.
"What was that Naveya" my mom says
"The test, it's mine" I speak up. I can't even describe the look she gave me. It was a mixture of disappointment and pity
"Your on birth control though" she said confused I just shrug. "So what do you want to do?" She asks me
"If I'm pregnant I want a abortion, I'm graduating this year, plus me and jay broke up" I look down I pick up the pregnancy test to see two lines I turn it to them.
*back to normal time
Okay that was the breakup. One of the reasons I hate this man. Sigh wow all the emotions are coming back. The door opens
"mommy I'm hungry" says a curly headed 3 year old girl in the doorway.
"Okay mamas coming now" I say and scoop her up exiting the room

Ii I'm back sorry for the wait I hoped you liked this part I made it super long (2248 words long) 🤣🤣❤️❤️❤️