PRESENT
Stiles p.o.v (year 4)
I stare frozen solid in my place he said "mieczyslaw stilinski i love you so much that when we aren't together it feels like half of me is missing i can't imagine my life without you through thick and thin i want you by my side will you marry me."
FLASHBACK
(Year 2)
"Tell me straight forward are you okay or not" i say "no okay i'm just going through a rough patch of life right now it will get better though" he said "is there anything i can do to help" i say "no but thanks for the offer i just need some time alone" he said "you aren't gonna off yourself are you" i yell "god derek no i'm just gonna sleep" while rolling my eye's he said "i'm just trying to help" i say "well your not doing a very good job" he threw his arm's up and said "you know sometimes you make it so hard to be with you" i say "me i'm the one that makes it hard" he yelled "yes i mean all i'm trying to do it help and your making it sound like i'm the bad guy" i say "you are not making me feel any better i think you should just go" he said "gladly" he left slamming my door i fall onto my bed and cover my eye's with my arm i grab my phone and call lydia she picked up and said "why hello stiles" i say "can i come over" she said "why" i said "me and derek just got into a fight and i don't feel like being alone right now" she said "of course bring star war's we can watch it and eat tubs of ice cream together" i say "thank you lydia i love you i hope you know that" she said "i love you too is everything okay besides the fight" i say "yeah i just i feel like i don't tell you enough i really love and appreciate you with everything that has been going on" she said "awwwweee stiles your gonna make me cry i love you too i will see you in 20 minutes" i say "yeah see ya" she hung up and i grabbed my star war's movie and walk downstairs and get my shoes on i stand there for a few seconds and then get in my jeep and drive to a near by store and grab 1 tub of vanilla for lydia and 1 tub of chocolate for me and then drive over there and i park and see her sitting on the porch she smiled a warm smile and i try to smile back but the fight came to mind what if this was the final straw for him what if i messed everything up seriously this time lydia grabbed my hand and said "what are you thinking about" i say "what if this is end i like him so much lydia it hurts and my stomach is filled with butterflies whenever i'm around him and he makes me so happy i don't want that to be over i don't want to lose him" she said "go to him then tell him how you really feel" i said "what if he has already moved on i mean someone like him" i scratch the back of my neck and grabbed my hand and said "if he really loves you he is probably going through the same thing right now wanting to fix thing's with you" i kiss her cheek and say "you are the best best friend anyone could ask for lydia" she said "that's just lil o'l me" i get in my car and drive to the loft and park i run up the stairs and knock on the front door but no answer i knock again but still no answer i start to freak out a little i reach into my pocket and grab my key and unlock the door and yell "derek" i look through the whole house and he isn't here i start to feel myself have a minor panic attack i pull my phone out and try to call him but no answer i run a hand through my hair and try again still no answer i try to take a deep breath but it really isn't helpful i call lydia she answered and said "so how did it go" i run a hand through my hair again and it comes out airy when i say "he isn't here and isn't answering" she said "stiles you sound like your dying" i breathlessly say "i-i can't breath" she said "just close your eye's and count to ten like your therapist told you to remember" i get down on my butt and said "he moved on he doesn't care nobody does" she said "i care stiles just calm down count to ten" i close my eye's and try to but my mind is racing i said "i screwed everything if wasn't like this thing's would be better" she said "stiles i will be right back" she put me on hold i open my eye's and wait still not being able to breath.
Lydia comes back and said "i got ahold of derek he is on his way okay" i i lean on my head on the floor she said "stiles are you still there" i can't talk there really is no oxygen coming in or out she said "stiles" i start to see black spots and things started sounding far away she yelled "stiles just stay with me until derek gets there he said it's only gonna be a few minutes" i fall to my side not even noticing i accidentally hung up on lydia i heard it ringing but i passed out before i could answer the last thing i remember is hearing the metal grind together as the door opened.
(Year 4)
"Well will you" i stare at the ring in the box and think about saying yes means living a happy long life together starting a family buying an off campus apartment that perfect life i had always dreamed of but if i say no then i may lose the love of my life my soulmate i smile and say "yes."
