Stiles p.o.v
I'm back in the car with derek i stare at him my hand no longer on his leg i take in every last detail the stubble the eye's everything and then i turn and see the boy in the middle of the road i try to yell but nothing comes out and then i feel this weight crushing me it hurt so bad that i couldn't breath.
I shoot up gasping for air the person in the room with me was now walking over i was holding my chest breathing hard not being able to see clearly i heard "what what's wrong do i need to get a doctor" i nod no and let a big breath out and say "i'm fine" they let a breath out and said "okay good now try to get more rest okay" i nod and lay back down and face the wall not being able to fall back asleep.
The next day
I hear the clicking of the heels once again like every morning but today they sounded distant like when she first had to start coming she sat down and said "so i heard that you had a hard night" i don't say anything she said "do you wanna talk about it" i say "no i just want to be alone" she said "i'm sorry stiles but you know i can't do that" i sigh and close my eye's she said "why don't we go get breakfast and take a walk" i say "i don't feel good" she said "what's wrong" i sigh and say "i just don't want to get up" she said "you have to stiles" i curl up a little more and she said "come on stiles please just because you had a bad dream doesn't mean that it should ruin the progress that you made" i don't do anything i stare at the wall she sighed and said "i don't want to go get the doctor but i will if i have to" i sigh and say "please just leave me alone" she said "i'm sorry i can't stiles" i don't do anything i just want to sleep and be in bed all day she sighed and said "please just sit up" i don't do anything she rubbed my back and said "i will be right back" she got up and left i knew she was going to get the doctor i don't care i don't have the motivation to get up.
I heard his footsteps coming closer and then i heard "stiles again really this is becoming very tiring" he walked over pulled me up again and said "you know you have been here a long time i thought you were making progress but your acting like your first day here" i shrug and he sighed and left the girl walked back in here and said "see doesn't that make you feel better" i nod no and she said "come on let's go eat take a walk" i nod no she sighed and said "stiles it was just a bad dream okay you aren't back there again your trying to get better" i say "there is no getting better" she said "of course there is" i nod and say "not for me" i felt the bed move and she was sitting next to me now she was rubbing my back i am staring at the floor.
1 hour later
She said "it's time for group therapy" i don't move she said "i can go ask if you can be excused since your having a really hard day" i shrug and she got up and left i continue to stare at the floor she came back a few minutes later and said "they said that it's fine" i nod and continue staring she stood there and i felt her eye's on me.
Finally it's night time i lay back down and the girl said "i will see you tomorrow stiles hopefully it's a better day" i don't say anything she left and then the other person walked in and said "hey stiles how are we feeling" i just take a deep breath and close my eye's and sleep.
In the middle of the night i wake up and see the person fell asleep i quietly get up and sneak out of the room and went to the bathroom after i was done i wash my hands i don't look at myself in the mirror but i do run the water to hot that it feels like it's burning off skin i turn it off and dry my hands and walk back to my room and close the door and climb back into bed and can't sleep again to scared that i'm going to have that dream again.
