Lonesome (Mickey x Bendy)

Chapter XI: Quadrilateral Love

Alice POV
I laid in bed, all that was on my mind was Bendy.  The scars on his body, I memorized every last place and what happened.  His torture, I felt every last bit.  No, Mickey stole his love from me.  How I hated that mouse!  His romantic relationships were always... so fast pace.  He is no good, no conscience.  His strength, God I wish he would use it to pin me against his bed.

I heard a knock at the door, "Can I come in?"

I sighed, "Sure."

Bendy walked in, "Hi."

I watched as he sat on the foot of my bed, "Hello."

He smiled, "I was just checking on you."

I forced a smile and lied, "I'm fine, where's Mickey?"

He looked suspicious, "In bed, asleep."

I sighed, "He's asleep with you, isn't he?"

He nodded, "Yes, am I missing something?"

I wanted to scream, 'I love you,' but instead, "Not that I know of, why?"

He laughed lightly, "What are you hiding?"

I bit my tongue, "Nothing."

He raised a brow, "Do you want something from me?"

I blurted out, "I want you, ok?"

He sighed, "Alice, I'm sorry I just don't feel the same way."

I started to yell, "Why not? I'm I not good enough?"

He started panicking, "No! No, it's just... I hurt Mickey enough and I don't-"

I interrupted, "Mickey this, Mickey that, where's the criminal I love?"

He slammed his hand on my shoulder, "I'm different now, ok?"

My heart skipped a beat, "Kiss me?"

He went wide eyed, "What?"  I pulled him down and force his lips against mine.  I closed my eyes but soon opened them because Bendy scrambled away, "What the hell, Alice? I told you I love Mickey! If you want someone to love, go ask Boris, you know he loves you!"

He started for the door, I got up and grabbed the back of his shirt, "No, I gonna make you stay until you are the criminal I know and love."

He turned, "Please Alice, I love you as a friend but nothing more."

I pressed my lips against his, he hesitantly pressed me against the wall.  He pulled back and took off his shirt, his eyes trying to hold back pain and tears.  He pressed his body against mine, kissing back.  He nibbled on my lower lip.  I opened my mouth open more, he paused before exploring my mouth with his tongue.  He whipped me around, pressing me against my bed.  He turned and locked the door, looking back, his eyes slowly forming teardrops.  I tugged off my dress, revealing my black lacy bra.  He closed his eyes, a teardrop running down his face, he took a deep breath.  I knew he was hurting, but I've been craving him.  I noticed a new scar, on his chest, looked deep and painful.  He had several bruises, and his muscles were prominent.  I smiled biting my lip as he crawled on me, regret filling his eyes.  He was conflicted.  He kissed down my neck, he lifted his head, "Please I can't do this anymore."

I sighed, "Fine."

He grabbed his shirt heading for the door.  He used his foot to keep the door open as he put on his shirt.

Bendy POV
I couldn't handle it, I walked up to Boris bedroom door, tears blurring my vision.  Before I knocked a voice startled me, "Had fun with Alice?"

I turned to see Freddy, "No."

Freddy laughed, "Thought so, Boris is asleep, I can listen if you want."  I nodded, leading him to the ink machine, the noise would drown out any noise to or from outside the room.  He sat on the other side of the room, "Go ahead."

I burst out crying, "It's all Alice!"

He laughed lightly, "Start from the beginning. Years ago."

I calmed down biting my tongue, "Me and Alice were in an on and off relationship outside of Silly Vision's show.  But back then I was a killer, I would kill for fun.  Alice liked that but I didn't really like her.  Then I just went to check her and... I hope Mickey didn't hear."

Freddy shook his head, "He's asleep."

I continued, "She made me kiss her."

Freddy shrugged, "Im not good with emotions, neither are you, obviously."

I rubbed the back of my hand along my mouth, "How's that supposed to help?"

Freddy laughed lightly, "You didn't let me finish. But, you are different, Mickey loves the new you and Alice loves the old you. You choose who you love and who you are."

I smiled, "Thanks but I can't face Mickey or Alice, want to wander?"

He nodded standing, "I guess."  I and him walked alone threw the halls, I laughed lightly.  He looked down, "What?"

I shrugged, "I spent thirty years here, wishing Alice and Boris were with me, yet I'm not so sure about Alice anymore."

He looked up, "Things change, I know that well."

I laughed lightly again, "Why, cause ev'ry time you turn around you have knew accompanists?"

He nodded, "First Foxy, then Mangle, then blah, blah, blah."

I felt like she was watching, "Alice?"  She came out of the shadows, still just wearing her underwear.  Freddy slammed his head on the wall.  I walked to her pulling off my shirt.  I went to kiss her but instead slammed my hands on her bra.  Her eyes went wide and tearing as she screamed in pain, sinking to the floor.  I put my shirt over her, "Get some clothes women."

Freddy turned, "Please?"

Mickey and Boris came around the corner, "What's with Alice?" they said in sync. 

She got up, "What the hell?!"

Boris smiled drooling.  Mickey shielded his eyes.  Freddy gently pushed me.  I found myself inches away from Alice, "Alice, I don't want to be who I was.  I like you as a friend and that's all I want.  Don't twist it, please?"

Alice shoved her hands on my chest pushing me back, "Fine, come on Boris baby."

Boris blindly followed her and Freddy left leaving me with Mickey.  I cleared my throat, "Mickey?"

He turned to me, "Yeah?"

I swallowed hard, "I need to talk to you, someplace where we are completely alone."

He thought for a moment, "Come with me."

He slipped his hand in mine and started walking toward the door with me.